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Tuesday, September 5, 2006

Just shoot me, please.
So I was awoken at 6:20 this morning with a pain in my leg so severe it... well it woke me up. My knee feels like it's been hit with a hammer for a few hours. It hurts so bad that it's sending pain up from my right knee cap, to my thigh, to my lower back, to my neck.

It hurts so bad all I can do right now is cry. I don't know what this pain is, but I think it might be arthritis. It's always in my right leg, anytime I stand too long or I use it too much it pains the crap out of me.

What pisses me off the most is trying to sleep with this pain. I'd rather shoot myself in the head and die than feel this anymore. OR I'd love to just REALLY bash my knee in with a hammer. OR cut it off, whichever works for most fowlks.

I took two asprin already (and I don't take pills, period... I will only take pain medication if I'm crying or throwing up). Lo and behold, here I sit, two pills later and not a damn thing is making this knee stop hurting except sitting up dulls the pain a little bit.

Does anyone know what the pain could be? I really want it to go away, but it seems it is God's bedtime, because no matter how much I beg and plead, this pain won't go away.

I havent cried over physical pain in about oh I don't know... five years or so. I could really use a gun, or just a bat to knock me unconcious.

Walking is going to suck tomorrow.

...damnit...
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