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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
"my heroine" by silverstein
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me
You just want to hurt me
And leave me desperate
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
You won't leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in everytime
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
I bet you laugh
At the thought of me thinking for myself
I bet you believe
That I'm better off with you then someone else
Your face arrives again
A hope I had becomes surreal
But under your covers
More torture then pleasure
And just past your lips
There's more anger then laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on I'll break you, my habit
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
I will save myself!
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Friday, September 23, 2005
waiting for you
hey yo wats up? class is starting soon so i gotta make this quick. yesterday kate had a soccer game and they almost won..it was a crazy game. the score was like 7-9 thats very high for soccer in general. but it was close...
uh the song i posted is one of my favorite new trapt songs...waiting. its really good. if you havent gotten the cd yet you should...wat are you waiting for. lol, catch the joke? eh nvm...
well class is about to start and im gettin dirty looks from the professor for typing as he is giving roll call. later.
-lp25 out
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I wanna meet up with you
And show you what I'm thinking
I'll take you anywhere
That you wanna go
I'm sitting here bored and lonely and
You know that anytime you're free
To show me how you feel
I'll take it anywhere that you want to go
Anywhere that you wanna go
And I'd make it right if you wanted it
I want it back more than you know
I'd cross the line if you wanted it
I want you back
And I'm waiting for you
To get that feeling once again
Reunited in the end
And I've been waiting for you
To capture my imagintaion
Cuz I've been fooled by the illusions in my head
In my head
Now I realize I never had it so good
You took me anywhere I wanted to go
Now I'm sitting here dreaming of the days we led
Anytime I wanted I could show you how I feel
I can't go anywhere that I want to go
Anywhere that I want to go
And I'd make it right if you wanted it
I want it back more than you know
I'd cross the line if you wanted it
I want you back
And I'm waiting for you
To get that feeling once again
Reunited in the end
And I've been waiting for you
To capture my imagintaion
Cuz I've been fooled by the illusions in my head
In my head
I'll take it anywhere
I'll take it anywhere
I'll take it anywhere
I'll take you anywhere you wanna go
And I'd make it right if you wanted it
I want it back more than you know
I'd cross the line if you wanted it
I want you back
I'm waiting for you
To get that feeling once again
Reunited in the end
I've been waiting for you
To capture my imagintaion
Cuz I've been fooled by the illusions in my head
And I've been fooled by the illusions in my head
And I've been fooled by the illusions in my head
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
perfect in [my] eyes
hey yo wats new? i worked pretty much all day today, cuz tuesdays i dont hav class. so today started off kinda dull...just very mundain, ya kno. but after work i went to pick my brother up from soccer practice and i saw kate there too, they play on the same team. so anyways after practice kate came over to sit down next to me. funny how just being near her made my heart start goin nuts. that lil ten minute moment made my entire day.
hey since my internet is workin for now, hopefully ill be on aim
tonight so i can talk to kate sim more. later, im out.
-lp25 out
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Monday, September 19, 2005
dumbness was on my side
hey yo wats up? i got my car all fixed on saturday, so thats a huge relief! i have to get the car inspected today after class. if you dont kno i got a ticket for a blown headlight but if i get it fixed and inspected i will not be fined..so i go tit fixed and im gonna get it inspected. so it should all be good.
in other news, i got my internet workin for the most part at home...so AIM usually works but other than that it is really slow and retarded. it also started doing this system shutdown thing that kicks me of the comp and restarts it after a minute. it is really annoying. im thinkin about gettin a desk top and then gettin a router and all that implies. so then ill hav fast internet access and be able to do the research ill need to do outside of school.
well im out, later!
-lp25 out
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Saturday, September 17, 2005
life just sucks
hey wow remember how i said i was doin ok, like nothin was goin bad, well did that change. last night was the worst night! i was coming back from my frends house after we went to the hospital. so im not outta ellenville (the town he lives in) and i see a cop car behind me...i try to get outta the way really fast cause i didnt think they were after me...but there is apparently no shoulder were i was and my front right tire hit the curb and popped. and if that wasnt bad enough....the cops were after me...my right headlight was out...and then i got a ticket...but if i get it fixed within the time allowed...the ticket is cancelled. but anyway i am stuck on the side of the road...cuz the freakin tire is out...and ya kno wat? it turns out that it's only the broghts that had the blown light. my normal lights both work...but once you turn on your brights the right one is out...i didnt kno that.
so anyways the cops told me to get in the back of their car and they'd take me to the station. so i called my parents from there....and no freakin answer....they dont answer the phone!! i called like 15 times...and nothing. so i called my frend to help me out and sure enough they came to my rescue. see those are the times you see who your frends really are. well we were able to replace the tire and i drove it back to his house and spent the night. but not after calling my house another 10 times with no answer.
right now it is morning and im still at my frends house, he's asleep. im gonna get goin soon, i am supposed to go to work, later.
-lp25 out
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Friday, September 16, 2005
letters to God
hey yo well first off tellin everyone that my best frend's daughter was born last night. her name is Coleen Daniel and i believe she is 7lb. 8oz. and 20in. me and my frend(his brother in law) were at a school soccer game and he got the call that his sister was going to have to have a C-section. so we left but on the way there we got really hungry so we stopped at planet wings....and got a 50 peice order of hot wings. mmmm good...oh ya uh once we finished we went to the hospital and by the time we got there she had already been delievered. so we stopped and saw renee(the mom) and then parker(the dad) who was in the nursery area with the baby.
umm...well other than that life's been ok. no improvements but nothing bad either so i can't complain...i guess. kate from wat i kno is doin a lil better. she was allowed to play in the soccer game yesterday and her team won.
i picked up the new lifehouse cd on wednesday and i really like it. i have been listenin to that and the new trapt none stop. both are really good.
uh crap class is about to start so i g2g, later.
-lp25 out
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005
i'm falling further everyday
yo wat's new everyone? fyi aim wasnt able to install on my comp, sux for me. but i'll try again with a cd-r or something. oh ya i got the trapt cd yesterday, it rocks! get it!
uh oh ya, i wanted to just let, for those of you who care, kno wats up with my living conditions. uh my mom and i arent gettin along to well all the time and she says she "wants to kick me out" but then takes no action. so i dont kno if she is serious or just sayin it outta anger. so i try to avoid her in general but now more then ever. if it was up to me i woulda moved out awhile ago...i cant stand living with her sumtimes. but right now it's less expensive to live at home.
in other news, i am gettin my car registered today. i hav been drivin my mom and dad's cars. dont be confused my car isnt awesome but just to help me get from home to class to work and so on. so i need it...
also i havent been able to hang out with my girlfrend in forever. plus now she injured her knee again so she is in sum pain. it sux so much for her...she cant play soccer and if you knew her she loves soccer. dont you just wish you could change the past or sumthing...i hate that she was injured so much....errr! everythin sux!
well class is ending right now so i gotta get going. later.
-lp25 out
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"losing grip" by seven wiser
IF I fall to the ground
Will you pick me up again
I don't know who I am anymore
Or why I'm holding on
I feel so useless everyday
I wake up so ashamed
I don't know who I am anymore
I'm nothing without you
Don't you see that I have problems
Putting all my trust in me
I'm falling further everyday
So you see the worst in me
I'm losing grip,I'm losing everything
I'm feeling so alone
I'm losing grip,I'm losing grip
The day that I was down
I remember all your words to me
We'd look around at everything
Right in front of you
And it feels so useless everyday
I wake up so ashamed
I don't know what you think anymore
I'm nothing without you
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Monday, September 12, 2005
you can't stop
hey yo im posting again from school. im in the comp lab...its about lunch time and i am starved. i havent eatin all day...so im gonna make this quick, k. uh first off this weekend was cool. saturday i got to see kate at this party thing for one of my older teachers, who goes to the same church as me. i was glad to actually see her outside of church...cuz i dont get to see her everyday in school anymore. it sux i kno...
also sunday was fun, i hung out with my frend parker, who i also dont see that much cuz he works all the time. but now that summer is over his hours are lighter. so it was cool hangin out.
i havent been able to download AIM cuz my comp's internet is screwy. so i downloaded it to a disk at school...and ill see if i can install it to my comp at home. hopefully it'll work, cross your fingers. ill try to use the same SN but i wont hav my buddy list, so IM me so i can get your SN's again, k. well im out...my stomach is growling alot now. and i dont want any weird looks, so im out. peace.
-lp25 out
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