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Wednesday, April 27, 2005


"don't fake this" by chevelle
Ignoring a loss of sight,
Afraid to blink, I might lose the sun.
But don't make this out, to be more,
Than it isn't behind every lie.
There's a burden within.
Yes you're my son.

This suffering,
That's kept within.
Disposable men, lost.

Inside, he was negative.
This place, once more was underground.
So look and connect,
we're refusing to rust.
Healing has to begin, in the past.

So don't fake this,
Don't fake this,
Don't fake this,
Don't...

This suffering,
That's kept within.
Disposable men, lost.

Don't fake this,
Don't fake this,
Don't fake this,
Don't...

Fake, fake, fake.

This suffering,
That's kept within.
Disposable men, lost.

So don't fake this,
Don't fake this,
Don't fake this,
Don't... fake.
Fake, fake.

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Tuesday, April 26, 2005


the calm before the storm
kate is having her surgery this thursday on her knee, so i am asking all of you to please keep her in your prayers and if you don't pray maybe you could this once. i really want it to go well and for her ot heal properly. i have been despretly praying for her have a successful surgery and to heal properly. i am sumwat at fault cuz i ran into her during a gym period...and thats when it apparently got mest up. so make sure you are praying for her.

i have been trying to make sure she uses her crutches and everything...lol. it is earier said than done you might say. she hates em and i can't blame her. she is a active person so to not be able to be allowed to even walk without the darn crutches must be annoying. so remember to pray that on thursday she has a safe and successful time at the doctor's. thank you. bye.
-lp25 out


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i have like been on this chevelle binge, listening only to chevelle and nothing else. good stuff aint it!?!

Broad, is this sea
The salt, enters the wounds
My take, on you is simple
So heal, your fear
To heal, your fear
Time, spent wading off shore
The calm, before the storm
My take, from you is simple
So heal, your fear
To heal, your fear
You're such a comfortable liar
You're such a comfortable liar
You're such a comfortable liar
You're such a comfortable liar
You're such a comfortable liar
So calm
Cause I said wrong
You comfortable liar
You comfortable liar
You comfortable liar
You comfortable liar
Liar

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Sunday, April 24, 2005


are we learning
hey wats up? i cant post to long so ill give you guys an assignment, ok.

answer these questions:
Staind or Trapt?
Breaking Benjamin or your answer to the previous?
Evanescence or your answer to the previous?
Strata or your answer to the previous?
Nickleback or your answer to the previous?
Finger Eleven or your answer to the previous?
Puddle of Mudd or your answer to the previous?
Chevelle or your answer to the previous?
Three Days Grace or your answer to the previous?
Korn or your answer to the previous?
Linkin Park or your answer to the previous?

So what band made it as your favorite form the list?
-lp25 out



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In this time are we loving
Or do we sit here wondering
Why this world isn’t turning round
It’s now or never

We have no use
For the truth
And now’s the time for us to lose
Who we are and how we’ve tried
Taking every step in stride
It now or never to decide

In this time are we loving
Or do we sit here wondering
Why this world isn’t turning round
It’s now or never

In this way are we learning
Or do we sit here yearning
For this world to stop turning round
It’s now or never

Where’s the truth
For us to use
Cause all we seem to do is lose
Who we are and how we’ve tried
Are we all the same inside
It’s now or never to decide

In this time are we loving
Or do we sit here wondering
Why this world isn’t turning round
It’s now or never

In this way are we learning
Or do we sit here yearning
For this world to stop turning round
It’s now or never

In this time are we loving
Or do we sit here wondering
Why this world isn’t turning round
It’s now or never

In this time are we loving
Or do we sit here wondering
Why this world isn’t turning round
It’s now or never

In this way are we learning
Or do we sit here yearning
For this world to stop turning round
It’s now or never

In this time are we loving,
Wondering
Isn’t turning round
It’s now or never

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Friday, April 22, 2005


In Memory of Rachel Scott: A Victim of The Columbine Shooting
Today my class had the privilege of going to hear Darrell Scott speak. He is the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine shooting. She was one of the first people to die in the shootings and was shot execution style for stating she believed in God.

Darrel Scott spoke on the life that his daughter led and how she desired to start a "chain reaction" of kindness and compassion. Her desire was to reach those that were hurting by showing them kindness. She wanted to reach the handicapped, the new kids or those new to her school, and those who were picked on and mistreated. Her life is a testament to anyone who claims to be a believer.

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Her father left the listeners with 5 challenges:
1. Get rid of any prejudices in your life.
-prejudice is any pre-judgments we make toward a person we do not know
2. Learn to see through events, don't be someone that just looks at events (see what God is doing behind them).
-God is working all events for His will
3. Guard the influences you choose to keep for yourself.
4. Keep a Diary or for guys a "journal"
-gives an outlet to pour your heart into
-allows you to remember past friends and event
-you never know how far your influence will go
5. Make that commitment with the Lord
-never walk away from him, He never leaves us

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Thursday, April 21, 2005


wish i had your faults
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hey wats new? today was cool. not very eventful ya know? but still good. during art we got to go outside instead of have actual class...so i got to hang out with kate for a lil. lol...we were teasing each other the entire time...it was fun.

hey so i saw one of these surveys on sumones syt so i am gonna take it and you can do the same k. ok here it is:

First screen name: SquishFace11011
First self purchased cd: Gorillaz
First funeral: never been to one
First piercing/tattoos: none
First credit card: haha i dont have one...
First true love: kate
First enemy: this kid eric from my 2nd grade class
First big trip: when i went to colombia
First concert: sum dumb country concert with my mom
First musician you remember hearing in your house:
First kiss: like in kindergarden
First relationship: my first real relationship has to be with kate

Last kiss: when i kissed my mom goodnight last night
Last library book checked out: uh....i have no idea
Last movie seen: guess who?
Last beverage drank: sum soda
Last food consumed: apple sauce
Last phone call: uh i tried to call kate last night
Last cd played: a mixed cd
Last annoyance: david from school...
Last soda drank: pepsi....yes i am ashamed to say it was pepsi...
Last ice cream eaten: vanilla bean
Last time scolded: today when i was driving home by my mom
Last shirt worn: my giants shirt
Last website visited: myO
Last relationship: first and only is kate

I AM: a guy
I WANT: to feel like i do right now forever
I HAVE: the best girlfrend ever
I WISH: my best frend's dad didnt screw up his life
I HATE: my best frend's dad cuz of wat he did
I FEAR: that i will die alone
I HEAR: music playing loudly
I WONDER: what's next
I REGRET: that i cannot control the future
I LOVE: kate and my frends
I ACHE: when my heart is broken
I ALWAYS: do what i dont want to
I AM NOT: that cool
I DANCE: when the occassion calls for it
I SING: very badly
I CRY: rarely
I AM NOT ALWAYS: that stupid
I WRITE: songs and poems
I WIN: at soccer
I LOSE: alot of stuff in my room
I CONFUSE: those around me
I NEED: to stop being stupid
I SHOULD: go to college

YES or NO
You keep a diary: nope
You like to cook: na not really
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: probably

DO You?
Have a crush: kate is my crush
Want to get married: yes
Get motion sickness: no
Think you're a health freak: haha..no
Get along with your parents: i try to
Like thunderstorms: no not really

CURRENT HAIR COLOR: ashy brown
EYE COLOR: hazel..ish
BIRTHPLACE: kingston

FAVORITES
Number: 8
Color: green
Day: sunday
Month: october
Songs: "my december", "closure", "blow me away, and "scared"
Season: autumn
Drink: mount. dew

PREFERENCES:
Cuddle or make out: cuddle
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate: chocolate milk
Milk, dark or white chocolate: milk
Vanilla or chocolate: chocolate

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU
Cried?: nope
Helped someone?: yes
Bought something?: uh i think so
Gotten sick?: nuh uh
Gone to the movies">movies">movies">movies">movies">movies">movies">movies?: nope
Gone out for dinner?: i wish
Said I love you?: yes
Written a real letter?: uh actually yes
Talked to an ex?: uh...in a way
Missed an ex?: uh..maybe...depends on how you look at it
Written in a journal?: na
Had a serious talk?: yea
Missed someone?: yes
Hugged someone?: uh kinda
Fought with your parents?: na not really
Fought with a friend?: nope

WOULD YOU EVER:
Eat a bug: maybe..if i was paid
Bungee jump: i would...but it depends
Lost it: my temper..yead
Kiss someone of the same Sex">Sex">Sex">Sex">Sex">Sex">Sex">sex: no...
Parachute from a plane: yea
Walk on hot coals: no flippin way
Go out with someone for the looks: uh as long as they werent an air head or an idiot...
Be a vegetarian: i was...kinda
Wear plaid with stripes: uh if i had a kilt on...lol
IM a stranger: yea i have
Sing karaoke: haha yes i have
Shoplift: no
Run a red light: haha i think i did that today
Dye your hair blue: ya
Be on survivor: maybe
Wear makeup in public: nooo
Not wear makeup in public: yes
Cheat on a test: i have..not proud of it
Make someone cry: probably have...sorry
Date someone more that 10 years older than you: uh...uh...i'd hope not
Stay up all night: done it


so thats it...thanx k, later.
-lp25 out

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Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

[Chorus:]
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

[Chorus]

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

[Chorus]

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005


wonder what's next
today was cool! it was wacky wednesday which means you are supposed to do sumthing crazy and wacky..like alot lame people wear their pants inside out[note my teacher mr. rabe] but me and my best frend went all out this year cuz we are seniors. thats why i wasnt on at all last night. so sorry for that.

well anyways last night me and my best frend got a ride to the mall and we got these wigs and stuff to look like old rock stars and then i spent the night as his house to get it all ready. it was so funny. oh man we looked awesome. i was like a combination of axle rose from guns 'n' roses and steven tyler. lol and my frend was a mix between rob zombie and slash from guns 'n' roses. so it was cool.

at the mall we put our wigs on and we got sum weird looks...it was freakin funny. haha...good times. the only thing that sucked about not being home was not getting to talk to kate. she is the best thing ever..i was kinda in a weird mood monday night and she got me right out of it...she is so awesome..i really dont deserve her at all. but i love her!

well i guess thats all for me. later.
-lp25 out

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Be brave reshape
Can't force all into molds
Passing out schematics
Forcing all into molds
Once more about to change
Some try and fall beneath molds
Well it's your right so
[Chorus]
I'll keep on this path
Turning around bending shapes
Cutting it in
We could excel beyond
The latter fools
Start a new tone
Hating the same
Empty the room
So create, reclaim
Sovereign shapes tempting us
Ration out, their schematics
Dare we live without molds
So far what's left between
They try and fail beneath molds
[bridge]
Feel locked in a room
And starting to choke
Enticing the shame
Awaken a world our own

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