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Saturday, December 4, 2004


my december
ugh well i woke up from my nap feeling really crappy! i am in such a freakin bad mood right now. i have been thinkin bout how much has changed this year. everything: people, frends, life in general. it is really werid...plus my best frend n i arent that close anymore. i dont kno who he is anymore...at all. he is kinda mest up because of his parents n stuff n i wish that he wasnt...but he is. he has like mood swings really easily, one sec he'll be fine the next he is all sulky n dead. i really just dont kno what is up wit him anymore. sumone said to me what kinda frend is he if he steals ur gurl n is always makin fun of u. n right now i hav to say i dont kno! i feel really crappy right now...i hav this memory playin over n over in my head n i cant make it stop. it was when i first realized that my frend was in a way cheatin on me wit the girl i was dating">dating">dating">dating">dating">dating">dating">dating. it was in english n sumone said to brian what were u doing all night..n he looks over at my ex n liked smirked. they were apparently talkin alota the night...but that was when my life first started to go down hill. i cant stop thinking bout that day. i was so just in shock...n now i am really depressed n wanna be alone. so i hav been wrting sum poems n stuff...ugh. i feel really crappy right now. how duz the song go...the scars remind us that the past is real. well right now all my scars are opened n bleeding. bye....
-lp25 out

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