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• 1987-10-25
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• Male
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• NY
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• 2004-06-17
Occupation
• working...
Real Name
• danny codename [MR HAHN]

myOtaku.com: LinkinPark25

Wednesday, October 5, 2005

cuz im that screwed up
it's late and well...uh im not in a great mood right now...i started rememberin sum disturbing memories from the past...and i feel sick to my stomach....i really feel sick right now. i just dont wanna move....it really sux...ugh. here's sum random slightly poetic thoughts...enjoy.

i feel neasous and quizzy and like i wanna just lay down and die. sumtimes in my life i dont kno which way i should turn or who to trust. i keep tredding lightly so as not to hurt sumone...but i let myself get screwed...i just wanna put a bullet in my head right now...wish sumone would releave me from me pain. cuz im that screwed up.

i dont kno where my life is leadin me...dont kno how my time should be spent or which way will lead to a happy ending. wish i knew which door to open and which path to take but i dont so i chose the wrong door and then i take a wrong step and hav to clean up the mess.

but i cant deal with my problems so ill keep em in my closet and throw away the key. hope this wont come back to haunt me and hope this all turns out ok. but i kno it wont but ill pray none the less. can it hurt me more than the last time...wish i could say no...but life sux and ill move on...put another bandaid on the scar and try to let it heal. im so screwed up and i kno it but i kno you are too so wat are we to do. is it your fault you're like you are or is it the fault of sumone else...who cares either way?

im gonna keep diggin this hole...why not put down the shovel and make it a lil easier to fill...but no i keep diggin myself in deeper...why cuz im that screwed up. lookin at my life you'd think i liked screwing my life up. then why dont i stop...cuz im that screwed up.

wow now im shakin...wonder why? is it im nervous or im just paranoid...i dont kno so how should you? are you feelin as screwed up as i am...do you wanna let life stop so it wont hurt you back? but does it end, does it stop?....wish you could take the good without the bad...but it seems the bad comes back seven fold.

my eyes can see straight...i can't read my words...hope they come out alright...goodnight and farewell.

that was my random ramble of my screwed up life....so tell me are you depressed after readin it?
-lp25 out
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