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Tuesday, February 27, 2007


O.o
Hmm, im not sure how i feel at this moment, other then sleep deprived..however i felt like updating! So maybe my feelings will anravel as i tell you of my day ^^

well, i woke up late, my parents were asleep and my sister had already gone to work, so i was alone ~__~ i ended up sitting in the chair in the livingroom reading untill i had to make dinner(god forbid they make dinner themselves for once*rolls eyes*) and, gah, everytime i read a book, see a book, hell even if the thought of a book crosses my mind i feel very... i dunno O.o exasperated with myself. earlier this this month i was a writing machine, it was coming out of me like there was no tommarrow and then, after 3 hours of writing nonstop, i quit, saying i will do it again tommarrow. but did i? nope, i told myself, you need a day off, tommarrow will be good.

Nope.

And here i am >< like 3 weeks later, still ive only produced about, a page of writing, and i refuse to release anything less then 5 pages to the fans that have read! im just not quite sure what caused it, and i no, feel free to spare me with the "its only writers block, why dont you take a walk? or listen to music, do something that inspires you!" Blah..blah...blah. honestly, all i ever do everyday is the stuff that inspires me O.o but..its...not...inpiring...me..!

I mean, the idea, is there, i know what i need to write but i can seem to let it come out! *sigh*

So, anyway, lets ignore the fact that im obviously insane and get back to when i was reading. im not quite sure why i remembered this, but while reading i suddenly remembered a moment way back when i was an innocent 4 or 5th grader, who honestly, hated english all together.

I was sitting at my desk, reading a book, forgive me i dont remember exactly what i was reading. but i sat beside this guy named jordan. well, it was silant reading time so yeah, we were all reading, i was slumped over, my forhead pressing again the edge of my desk, my book lay in my lap and for some reason, i thought it would fine for me to read aloud to myself O.o it wasnt very loud, just sort of...mumbling the words. when i would say, maybe 10 minutes later he turns to me and goes "Would you please shut up!"

...xD at the thought of this memory i also remembered my embarressment! i mean, god, what the hell was i thinking?!? xD reading aloud when it was SILENT READING TIME. *smacks child-self upside the head*


.....O.o well.. this was rather long and pointless, i aploud anyone that actually read that whole thing, and i award you with cookies! enjoy.

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