myOtaku.com: LiquidSilver

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Birthday
• 1990-03-17
Gender
• Female
Location
• Inside 'The World'
Member Since
• 2005-04-24
Occupation
• Professional Sheep Critic.(is your sheep good enough?) And a waitress.
Real Name
• Brandi!

I managed to ditch a whole semester of school. DITCHING IS BAD!
Anime Fan Since
• Since i was little, But realized what it was around 6th grade.
Favorite Anime
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Goals
• Get my GED, The Licsense.
Hobbies
• WRITING, reading, internet, music, culture, vampires, mermaids, art, subeta, harry potter, fantasy, bitching...mya you all know. xD
Talents
• Im good at writing. at least i think i am lol. its my passion, without it i would wither away and die.

myOtaku.com: LiquidSilver

Saturday, March 31, 2007

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Well Damn, ive had a bad night.

my mom was acting kind of funny, and around 10 at night me and my sister knew something was wrong because mom had her hair all curled and stuff o.o well, suddenly she goes out the front door saying she's going to "Talk to her friend miranda right outside" well, i make my way to the door and i see this car, i have no idea who was in the car but it sure as hell wasnt her friend Miranda. well she didnt just talk to the person, she hopped into the car and drove away! ~_~ hours later, she calls saying she was with her friend Lauri(who is crazy, seriously she's kinda mental..) and then an hour after that she calls saying she needs me and my sister to pick her up, she's all the way in another TOWN! and i could by her speech that she was drunk.. she couldnt even hardly answer any of my questions. in the end i made my grandfather get up at 1 in the morning to go all the way to another town and pick her up!

And i know, most everyone that reads my blog is new and doesnt know about my mother and you may be thinking "So she went out with her friend, whats so wrong with that?!" Whats wrong is my mom has a history of LEAVING us and going off with god knows who for days, sometimes months! at a time... She's also an alcoholic and drug addict so... yeah, basically any type of freedom she has was taken away from her because she keeps fucking messing up!

....Now, i hate my mother, i really do, i have no love for this woman, and its hard for me to even see her everyday and know that she is my mom. To me, she's a pathetic 40 year old woman who will never in her life understand whats it like to be normal.

Anyway, so my dad works all night untill 7 AM. guess who got stuck with telling him once he gets home? thats right, me. he's gonna be pissed... there will surely be yelling.. i completely hate this family.

That brings me to my next thing, we're supposed to be moving this year, sometime after the next 3 months, not sure where but...well... my grandmother keeps telling me that if i need to i can live with her when we move, not only would it be good for my parents because they could get a smaller space(we have no money, it'll be hard to find something for a family of 4) but honestly, i may do me some good... if i live with my grandmother, that means i will do everything perfectly, i will go to school, i will go to bed at a proper time, i will doing everything, normally and under her rules... but.. that means ill have to leave my cats with my parents, and i may not even have the internet! which is bad, my 2 cats and the internet are my life, i cant live without any of those.

...but i want to so bad... imagine how much my life would shape up. thats quite a ways away so.. ill have plenty of time to think about it i guess ;.;

anyway, its 3 AM ~_~ my dad wont be home for like 4 more hours... oh! but do any of you remember me talking about my new story about mermaids? well i finally came up with what it will kind of be about! ill post more on it later, and if i write anything ill give ya a link... xD im really excited about this story, then again im always excited about new stories i start <<;;;

have a nice weekend everyone! i think ill go around making some new friends on here, as much as i miss my old ones, i dont want to leave this site just because of that lol. ^^

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