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Sunday, June 24, 2007


boo..
Ugh. talk about a bad day. At Work they took me off of server training. Guess why? Because apparently Im to quiet and come off shy.

...and you know what? i know that i am. but i mean, in my head i sound normal so i dont realise that im talking so softly. Im not sure what to do. i cant really prove to my manager that i can change especiialy since she took me off the floor and back on the register. i hate the register. its so boring, all i do is stand there. i miss being server so much. and im so mad at myself for being that way ya know? My Shy nature has always gotten in the way of me having a life. weather be finding friends, finding love, School, and now work. Its ruining my life. and im not quite sure how i can change it this time because if spent a lot of my life trying to change it and i still have yet to figure out how. You can just tell me to be more outspoken and then ill do it, it doesnt work that way! i dont know what im going to do. im in a pretty shitty mood. i just want to sleep.. im so tired.. i hardly got any sleep last night ;.;

oh and i never went to the cherry blossom festival, it didnt work out. maybe next year...

ill see you all later.

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