myOtaku.com: LiquidSilver

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Birthday
• 1990-03-17
Gender
• Female
Location
• Inside 'The World'
Member Since
• 2005-04-24
Occupation
• Professional Sheep Critic.(is your sheep good enough?) And a waitress.
Real Name
• Brandi!

I managed to ditch a whole semester of school. DITCHING IS BAD!
Anime Fan Since
• Since i was little, But realized what it was around 6th grade.
Favorite Anime
•

Goals
• Get my GED, The Licsense.
Hobbies
• WRITING, reading, internet, music, culture, vampires, mermaids, art, subeta, harry potter, fantasy, bitching...mya you all know. xD
Talents
• Im good at writing. at least i think i am lol. its my passion, without it i would wither away and die.

myOtaku.com: LiquidSilver

Sunday, November 18, 2007

ugh

*sigh* im going to use this blog to rant because i feel shitty today. Its the same old stuff really...im tired of having such a meaningless life, i hate myself for not doing the things i should do to make it a better life. blah.blah.blah.... The only extensions i have are this computer, my blogs, myspace and my sister who i am tired of, and who i hope isnt reading this because i hate confrontation.

in fact, im thinking of making a new myo page xD just cause.... you know. so i can talk crap about people without them getting pissed off? isnt that what a blog is for though? i suppose in a way it is.

I think i want to quit my job. i like it but 1. Its so far away it almost isnt worth driving and using up so much gas to get there and work only 2 sometimes 3 hours a day. i make on average 150 bucks every 2 weeks. its not enough. i mean i have no living expenses other then paying my dad back and paying the internet bill but i would have liked to have a job where i made enough to put away. and i have plans of going back to school, now its like i dont have enough time to get that type of job. once i do go back to school i may even have to cut back more hours at my work(if i have any nightclasses which im planning on not having anyway.)

Did i mention my car died? once my sister finally gets a new car, the car that is passed to me dies. can you beleive that? i liked that car to, i felt comfertable in it... *sigh*

i dont think i can be a writer. not even the writing competition brought it out of me. i officially havent written anything for a year, other then plot bunnies that went nowhere. i feel like a failure in all aspects of my life. i dont even feel like an anime fan anymore because i havent watched much anime in awhile.

i dont know who i am anymore. i feel like im nothing....i feel like my days are filled with nothing. i feel like my life is worth nothing. im just wasted space. i dont even know why im still moving forward because im just moving forward in the shadows, only doing so because theres nothing else to do.

god does that even make sense? ugh... even whining about my problems feels worthless, i should even post this because nothing good will come from it. it'll just be another recorded rant about how i hate my life. one of many.

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