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myOtaku.com: LiquidSilver
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Monday, December 24, 2007
 | You know. Someone told me awhile ago that life in general, is the realization of disappointment.
And, for me that is incredibly true.
Maybe not for everyone. but personally... when i look back on my life and what ive experienced. It blows me away how much im so dispointed in, well, life! The way things ended up turning out and how I have either grown or been torn apart by my experiences. I dont have many old friends on here, so im assuming the anyone that reads this wasnt around when i was going through some really terrible things. But i did go through terrible things and you know what? Ive learned so much about the nasty side of life. about how selfish people can be. about how uncaring people can be. The effects that those things cause.
Ive also learned alot about who i want to become. and how i want my future to be. I was a child when i experienced all of those things, im an adult now and i can happily say that being an adult allows me to have the knowledge i need to stear my life in the direction i want it. No more being forced to live a life on someone elses hands.
Its a bitter sweet thing. Even though i would give anything to go back in time and have the child-me live a happy life, with happy experiences, i would also never want to give up what ive gained from it.
what ive gained from it... besides knowledge of a cruel world im not sure what else that is but i know theres more to it.
One thing i know is, no matter how hard life gets, the ultimate goal is to keep on living through it. even if it never gets better. the ultimate reason for living is to...well...live right? if i gave up now, i would be failing at life. and thats one thing i know i wont fail at. so thats one achievement at least. and thats good enough for a lifetime. i mean, why set my goals higher then that?
*sigh* sorry if none of that makes sense its 4 in the morning on christmas eve and christmas makes me think about the past.
after new years even i wont be posting much on Otaku anymore.
Im sorry to say, this is one thing that i dont want to do anymore. i love posting blog entries, but Myotaku just isnt for me anymore....
If anyone has livejournal, pleae PM me. Because thats where i post more often.
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