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myOtaku.com: LiquidSilver
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Monday, May 9, 2005
oooooooook
 | Welll, i got out of going to school today, by asking my mom to tell my dad i got sick last night while he was at work, and it worked, and i got lunch, which btw i never eat lunch at school.. i dunno why.. anywho so YES one day down, 7 more to go untill its all over for the year. I fear that i did so bad this year i might have to graduate a year later then my friends.. But thats 3 or 4 years away. Still though, i feel very ashamed of myself.. i mean... ever day i think about how much i have failed, and there is so much i want to do i know i wont be able to reach my true goals. I finally realised why i love the internet.. Its becuase i my life.. reality.. i hate it so much, but when im online its like.. I can show who i am without being judged by my looks or steriotypes. I love the internet becuase its like my own little fantasy, becuase i have always wanted a place to run away to people that care.. or atleast seem like they care and i guess i do have a place.. my computer room. and while my parents are fighting and my sister is yelling at me and my cats are starving and when im supposed to wait for someone to come but they wont ever i will always be on my computer ignoring it all, everything... and for a couple moments i can accually worry about problems like HTML and my online friends and how my gallery is and if i can find just the right avatar for god knows what site.. and those are problems i can fix..not like the ones in my life where im so closed to getting away, i just need a plan and somewhere to go. i accually need to become who i am instead of who i've been hiding behind my whole life.. i just cant seem to find away out of anything in reality!!
......sorry.. i kinda broke down last night... so i have been thinking about all the crap i have to deal with, even though its not a lot...
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