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Brandi!
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I managed to ditch a whole semester of school. DITCHING IS BAD!
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Get my GED, The Licsense.
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Monday, May 9, 2005
DAMNIT
| i hate this! I HATE IT!! my sister comes home and treats me like complete crap.. She is such a heartless bitch, i hate her.. She is just as bad as my dad and even though i cant say she is just as bad as my mom, i still hate them all!! She just made me feel like i was the worst person on the world, and she doesnt even realise what i have been going through. like i said, last night i kinda broke down. And having something yell at you when youre in a fragile state does not help one bit. and i know, its not her problem, and she doesnt known what i've done but it just goes beyond that, she treats me like this whem im all she has and ever will! i will always be there even though i hate her! if she needed me, i would come, but i dont think she would do the same. all we have had through these past years with dealing with my mother was each other, while my dad was getting drunk, crying and wishing he was dead,thinking we would be alright.. we had eachother to keep one another calm and she treats me like im one of them, like im just like mom and dad when i was her only friend through many years, and i mean it, her only friend at all!!! Here i am crying over what she said and i dont even know why. I just want it all to end. I just wanna find a place to go and get there, and hopefully it will be far away from all of them, from everyone i know. I may be to afraid to end my life but that doesnt mean im not afraid to abandon them all and start over. Once i get the chance i will.. i swear... i will!!!!
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