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Birthday
• 1990-03-17
Gender
• Female
Location
• Inside 'The World'
Member Since
• 2005-04-24
Occupation
• Professional Sheep Critic.(is your sheep good enough?) And a waitress.
Real Name
• Brandi!

I managed to ditch a whole semester of school. DITCHING IS BAD!
Anime Fan Since
• Since i was little, But realized what it was around 6th grade.
Favorite Anime
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Goals
• Get my GED, The Licsense.
Hobbies
• WRITING, reading, internet, music, culture, vampires, mermaids, art, subeta, harry potter, fantasy, bitching...mya you all know. xD
Talents
• Im good at writing. at least i think i am lol. its my passion, without it i would wither away and die.

myOtaku.com: LiquidSilver

Saturday, May 14, 2005

OMG

OMG you guys, Yesterday sucked. My friend, holly, is missing.. She is a recovering drug addict.. But im afraid she hasnt recovered. It turns out that she ran away and hadnt been taking her medication and now no one knows where she is, not even her Boyfriend..not even me.. And i really miss her and hope she is ok becuase i love her so much!! A

And then i found out my cousin blew out his arm and he is a pitcher! and he may never be able to Pitch again.. he had to go to the hospital and everything :( and my sister is being mean and today was so boring.. and beth isnt on >< darnit beth...

And you know what? It was friday the 13th.. and i didnt beleive.. But things happened yesterday on friday the 13th that was really bad luck :( Though i did get out of going to school.. anyway... here is another poem, about my ex boyfriend.

You loved me
That’s what you said
But is it healthy, for me?
I let you love me, hold me, kiss me.
While I Hide a dark secret inside me
I can’t help but scream out your name
Trying to get your attention
I want you to get rid of my pain
Its what you cause, and you don’t even realize
That when I look into your eyes…
I only see your lust and urges.
It’s not all about you
I have my own urges.
I want us to be together
But I want us to understand each other.
It’s not all about my kiss.
Its’ not all about my body.
Its’ not all about my touch.
Its’ not all about my lust.
Don’t you care about who I am inside?
No, I’m a tool in your eyes.
A tool to be used and discarded every night
You stole my childhood,
I was thrust into this sensual world
If I can overcome you, I’m surely ready,
But your not even there to keep my balance steady.
You’re alone, and plead for my forgiveness
Hoping I’m not really gone, but I am.
It has ended, you and I.
I’m now in search for a new perfect guy
The perfect guy that you never were.
You were supposed to be mine,
My perfect Guy.
But instead you’re an insensitive jerk.
You’re a guy that cant hold on
You cant handle emotion
You cant stand that I need you.
And now its to late to say sorry,
I’m done with your boyish acts,
Now be a man, and tell me you still love me

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