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Tuesday, June 21, 2005


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Im in a really fucked up mood right now. I really needed to talk to my friend codey about some stuff im about to post to ya'll but he isnt answering me and its making me go insane!! and ivory just got on but she wont answer me either.

So anyway, found out my mom is doing drugs again... yup.. sunday my dad came home at 7 AM from work and i was in my room about to go to sleep and they just went at it, constant fighting. My mom wanted to do something but my dad didnt have any money(he owes the bank 221 dollers) and my mom also wanted some beer and pot but my dad didnt have the money. In the end at about 12 or something my dad went to buy her beer and finally i got like 2 hours of sleep... at first i didnt want to cope with the fact that she was on them again.. But the other day i was taking a walk by myself(cause i have no friends..) and i practically burst out crying once it popped into my head... i dont think my mom has realised how much it tramatized me.. i dont think i realised it till that walk.. i just wanna get out of here for good.. any escape would be fine...but i have no other place to go...

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