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Wednesday, June 22, 2005


oh yeah
About the drugs thing. *rolls eyes* dont tell me to talk to an adult, you guys just dont get it do you? My mom has been in rehab 4 times.. costing thousands of dollers. This is the way it will ALWAYS BE. Talking to an adult does absolutly fucking nothing! and who knows.. maybe she isnt really on drugs, maybe it was just that day she wanted it, i dont know. if she is, maybe months from now she will start the shit again, Leaving us, my dad being deppressed, me not being able on the internet untill she comes back.. and then she will come back, and then she will go to rehab, and then i will be back where i was a week ago. No matter what, life will fucking suck ass for me... i dont know why...thats just the way it is. And the thing i wont end up doing is walking away from it, becuase i cant no matter how much i want to. I can dream of the day where i can actually run away, but untill i go to college, this is where i am.. becuase what kind of person would i be if i left my dad hear? I admit, i do hate him for a lot of choices, one being that he just cant seem to let my mom go. But he loves me, and he is the only parent that i have thats taken care of me and been there for me... so like i said, no matter how much i want to leave this goddamn house.. I cant.

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