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Friday, September 9, 2005


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OKAY enough being sick, i promice to go to school today yall!! lol. well yesterday was so boring, and the internet itself seems to be getting more boring. it didnt help that Ivory hasnt been on these past few days.. o.o;; i hate being left in the dust...

speaking of being left in the dust. i am really deppressed. You know why? lots of reasons. Im afraid this year wont go as well as i thought it might... even though it seems to be, i have already missed a lot of school sort of. im afraid i wont be able to open myself up and be more social. im afraid that my friends will keep pushing me away... even though they say they love me. im afraid to turn on the news, cause all i see are terrible pictures of New Orleans, and i cant help but be extremely emotional about it, becuase while im here with my nice little house and family thousands of people are sitting in water, watching there naighbors float by, dead. im pissed about kyle,and im lacking the confidence to want to do anything at all.. im tired of sitting in my house, on this damn computer doing nothing all the time.

i love you all, i seem to say that a lot. and im very sorry that i just said all that.. but i just needed to get it out of my mind..you know?

In the next 3 years i have to grow up, before i leave for college, or move out.. or whatever.. i hope to do something great. i dont want to wait till im an adult to try and do something great, i want to do something great now!

...erm.. random question. what do you hope to be doing in the next 3 years?

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