myOtaku.com: LiquidSilver

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Birthday
• 1990-03-17
Gender
• Female
Location
• Inside 'The World'
Member Since
• 2005-04-24
Occupation
• Professional Sheep Critic.(is your sheep good enough?) And a waitress.
Real Name
• Brandi!

I managed to ditch a whole semester of school. DITCHING IS BAD!
Anime Fan Since
• Since i was little, But realized what it was around 6th grade.
Favorite Anime
•

Goals
• Get my GED, The Licsense.
Hobbies
• WRITING, reading, internet, music, culture, vampires, mermaids, art, subeta, harry potter, fantasy, bitching...mya you all know. xD
Talents
• Im good at writing. at least i think i am lol. its my passion, without it i would wither away and die.

myOtaku.com: LiquidSilver

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Ok

Well.. nothing much to say... life sucks as usual... no one is online... i havent talked to ivory for like a week...

The only good thing about this week is that i finished my book 'the subtle knife' and i went straight intothe next one. i love this series but my sister told me the end would be sad.. and im dreading reaching it. I almost cried at school while reading it cause(and you will not understand what im gonna say next) LEE DIED OMG AND SO DID ALL THE WITCHES AND WILLS FATHER RIGHT AFTER WILL MET HIM GOD DAMN THAT WITCH FOR HATING HIM AND NOW LYRA HAS BEEN CAPTURED BY HER EVIL MOTHER AND DOESNT HAVE THE ALEITHEOMETER CAUSE ITS WITH WILL AND APPARENTLY EVERYONE NEEDS TO BE ON LYRAS FATHERS SIDE AND I HATE HIM CAUSE HE KILLED ROGAR..

they have angels in the book.. quite wonderful creatures they are in the book.. they are light, they dont have flesh and they go where they are needed. they fascinate me in this book... and what he pretends heaven and hell to be.. wow i literally love these books, even if they are sad.. im just sad that the series is almost over for me now.. however.. i still have 500 more pages to read and im quite satisfied with that lol.

i got my paycheck the other day.. 66 dollars and i just spent 10 and im about to spend 25 and then i am going to try and save the rest becuse im still out of work for awhile and that really sucks.

neon genisis came on.. and i didnt realise it till the very end... DAMNIT.

well.. my weekend will be depressing im assure you...

On another note, i wish people would simply understand what im coming at about teh dropping out of school. I have never done good in school, all its braught is shame and loneliness. honestly all my life school has been hard to keep my grades up, its been hard to make friends, i have tried so hard to do better in school every year, im tired of trying and failing. I honestly can feel that its time for me to move on and grow up a little more. As much as i hate to say it, my teen years will not be so wonderful, and i wont have many good memories, but not everyone can have good memories of highschool.

my plan if i do drop out, get another job(because my current one just isnt cutting it) and save up.. help out my dad you know.. and when im 18 i want to go to college like my sister and get my GED. You see, she didnt pass highschool and now she is fixing it. i dont know if this will all fall through i cant be sure of it, but i can only hope.. becuase i dont want to see my class gradaute in 3 years without me.. and i would have stayed at that school for nothing. i dont know how much more pain i can let it give me before i once again break down altogether.. and who knows what i will do then..

Im sorry im such a downer right now.. i guess that explanation was as much to you as it was to me.. lol.. i dunno you guys.. i just hope i have someone to come to if i do drop out.. im so scared of the future and im so scared of what to do. i always seem to make the wrong move.. and this may seem like a wrong move.. but it honestly seems like the right move this time. im an idiot though... watch me screw up my life lol.. just great.

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