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Brandi!
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I managed to ditch a whole semester of school. DITCHING IS BAD!
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Get my GED, The Licsense.
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Im good at writing. at least i think i am lol. its my passion, without it i would wither away and die.
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Thursday, November 17, 2005
gah
| GOD, today sucked.. and im trying to calm myself down by listening to MCR but its hardly working.... Im pissed cause sadly.. i havent been to school in like.. 2 weeks unless you count tuesday but i didnt even go to class on tuesday. and all this did was totally push everyone at school away and now no one even bothers with me and i know i said friends dont matter to me but its getting seriously hard being alone all the time and now my parents think im all wierd and disturbed just because ive been a bitch this whole week and i dont even know why!!!! So now everyone in the house is constantly yelling at eachother which just happened.. See my mom told me to get off and im all "FINE. but malissa's asleep" but she didnt beleive me so i got off and my dad came in my room and yelled at me for being mean to them so i just told him fine whatever.. and then mom comes back in and goes "Malissa was asleep.. you can get back on..." O.o well jee i wonder who coulda told you she was ASLEEP!!! GOD i feel like..punching something.... and i hate to say it but im sitting here smoking a ciggerete because im so fucking mad and now im even more mad that im smoking again but gosh!
im really really pissed and sad and lonely right now and im sorry if you are kind of annoyed with me for saying all this but i just got to!
....i told you deppression would hit me hard...
anyway.. umm... nothing at all happened today.. im dreading school tommarrow and i will do whatever it takes to NOT go.. because why go when my teachers will rub it in that i wont pass and i have nobody to even say 'HEY' to anymore becuase im such a fuck-up that my friends dont even bother with me anymore.. got.. someone shoot me..seriously.. just shoot me!
......anyway.. i want to cut my hair really short.. i have a pic around here somewhere.. *rummeges through favorites list*
im always afraid to cut my hair that short but i really like it, and its just hair.. itll grow back..right?!?!?!!?
i dunno if i mentioned this before but i might get a new cat... see i gave my boss one of our beautiful half-persion white cat and it had babies and 3 of them are pure white and she wants to give me one....i think its kind of annoying that my parents might let me have it because they made me get rid of my baby cat, Davis because I COULD ONLY HAVE 3 CATS and now theyre letting me have 4.. O.o grr.
im so happy the weekend is ALMOST here.... not that it will be any better then but..all well... sorry if i bummed anyone out.. i honestly did not mean to.. love ya..
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