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1990-03-17
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2005-04-24
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Professional Sheep Critic.(is your sheep good enough?) And a waitress.
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Brandi!
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I managed to ditch a whole semester of school. DITCHING IS BAD!
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Since i was little, But realized what it was around 6th grade.
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Get my GED, The Licsense.
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WRITING, reading, internet, music, culture, vampires, mermaids, art, subeta, harry potter, fantasy, bitching...mya you all know. xD
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Im good at writing. at least i think i am lol. its my passion, without it i would wither away and die.
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myOtaku.com: LiquidSilver
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Monday, December 19, 2005
Ok,
| Ok, first of all, I couldnt have seen king kong because it didnt come on till 7 and any shows after 6 PM cost 7 dollars a ticket, and most of the other movies were like that to, except for harry potter. So instead of just giving up our plans and going home, after we drove all the way out there in the snow, we went to see harry potter again... AND WHILE WE WERE WAITING we went to best buy to check out the dvds, and instead of buying ah my goddess 2 we thought it would be good to buy a drink and some foot seeing as how we wouldnt have gotten dinner...
And next, the reason im acting pissy is because im so sick and tired of my grandmother. You know what? she can think im stupid for not going to school all she wants but she really doesnt need to be telling people her thoughts about it behind my back, if she has the's thoughts, she should tell me straight out. But honestly, i wish she would just trust me and listen to me instead of being a bitch. i mean, it hurts so much to be judged by everyone else in the world, i cant even begin how to explain how much it hurts me to know that my family members are judging me to! And i mean, yeah, i am a fucking idiot for not going to school i know that! i know im stupid to have ditched class and stuff but they just dont understand how hard it was.. and now im sitting here sobbing over it once again.. i wish i had a plan, i want to go back to school and give it another shot im just so afraid!! im afraid of how hard its going to be for not only me but my family and my dad.. im so afraid that im going to end up going back to being so extremely sad every day of my life.. i dont want that, but i also dont want to ruin my future! I mean, yeah sure getting my GED seems like a fine plan considering that im not going to be able to go to a real college even if i passed highschool but.. its like.. every plan i think of there are complications and people disagree.. its like i have absolutly no way out of this and that my life is set to suck forever...
Uhm..sorry about that.. i just needed to unload all that..
So.. anyway.. today i didnt do much.. umm.. my sister made cookies... we watched some movies.. thats about it...
Finally, To brighten this post up just a little, i give you all thise:
http://img457.imageshack.us/img457/4039/lscard5dy.jpg
Here is the URL if you would like to put this card anywhere, and you know..show it off.
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