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Friday, January 6, 2006


Hi..
Today i sort of realized something.. See the Fanfic Site that got me really into Writing fanfiction is starting to get inactive.. i mean ive been on this particular website for a little over a year and its really important to me.. And im afraid that im growing away from it like so many others that have been on it as long as me.. but thats not the worse part.. i think im growing out of writing.... i mean all together.. I tried to explain this to someone and she just didnt understand.. which made me feel even more sad because i was feeling really down and i had no one to talk to at the moment ):

I mean, imagine if you all of a sudden started to grow out of the most important hobby of your life!! its scary.. i mean.. maybe writing isnt something i should do as a career.. ive loved it for so long, ive had this dream of writing my own book for so long it literaly hurts me to think that i may be stearing towards something i shouldnt be.. its hurts me to know that ive wasted all my spare time, all my energy on writing just for no reason...

Im still very deppressed about this...and i feel that there is no one to go to to talk about this.. eccept for one girl and she hasnt been on in awhile >.< i hope that somehow she just happens to get on soon, because i feel she's the only one that can understand this..

Anyway, today we managed to find 8 dollars in change! Not only change, but only nickels dimes and pennys!! NO QUARTERS. So when we turned this change into dollars.. we ended up having to spend it on dinner O.o which im also mad about because i wanted to use that to see a movie or something, because IM SO TIRED OF SITTING IN THE HOUSE AND DOING NOTHING!!!!!

tommarrow we're getting new windows put in.. ~_~ i have to get up at 8 AM so they can put a new window in my room >.< SO EARLY.

Well thats about all for me today.. love yas.

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