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Birthday
• 1990-03-17
Gender
• Female
Location
• Inside 'The World'
Member Since
• 2005-04-24
Occupation
• Professional Sheep Critic.(is your sheep good enough?) And a waitress.
Real Name
• Brandi!

I managed to ditch a whole semester of school. DITCHING IS BAD!
Anime Fan Since
• Since i was little, But realized what it was around 6th grade.
Favorite Anime
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Goals
• Get my GED, The Licsense.
Hobbies
• WRITING, reading, internet, music, culture, vampires, mermaids, art, subeta, harry potter, fantasy, bitching...mya you all know. xD
Talents
• Im good at writing. at least i think i am lol. its my passion, without it i would wither away and die.

myOtaku.com: LiquidSilver

Thursday, May 4, 2006

I cant take it..

Im offically going to go on a killing spree if something doesnt change soon. i just cant stand this soon. My life is so meaningless right now i feel like... like a rock. Like a rock burried in dirt. thats what i feel like. Im sick of it!

I just had yet another fight with delphine and she said rather mean things that werent true about me at all! You know, im tired of it. Its time for me to stop being so lazy and get up and do something. i may not have school to go to(even though i wish i did, its way better then sitting at home doing nothing) but i do have a job thats waiting for me to find it! at least then i wouldnt have to see these people every single second of the day!

Ugh. i know im just blowing off steam right now, but i actually had these thoughts for awhile, i just cant stand the way im living right now. And delphine, she doesnt even understand how hard it is for me, she always makes terribly mean jokes, she so sarcastic im sure she's starting to beleive the things she jokes about. Seriously, every work that comes out of her mouth is so sarcastic and mean.. she doesnt realize that its really starting to hurt my feelings, im just so tired of hearing things like that. She doesnt know how ashamed i am of something the things she jokes about. and ive told her all this and she just brushes it off thinking im making a big deal about it, likes she's not doing anything wrong and her rude jokes are perfectly fine...

UGH, im sorry. i really needed to get that out ><;; i hate putting up such personal problems...but i just cant take it anymore. Have you ever felt like you just wish you could just, leave. Leave where you are at the moment and do something different, go somewhere new and random. i just wish i could leave. To bad i cant lol...

well, enough of that.

I was laying in bed yesterday and got up to scratch my back. I felt a hair fall onto my arm. Naturally i didnt really care but then this 'hair' started to move! so i looked down and there was a spider crawling down my arm.. I freaked out, threw it ontop of my blanket, where my kitten happened to be sleeping, so i snatched peacky up quickly and killed that sucker -_-;; I hate spiders.... This one surprised me so much.. lol. Unfortunatly, i have a bad spider problem in my room, they always tend to dangle from the ceiling and drop onto my bed O.o Terrible..

well.. thats about it. sorry i didnt visit very many of you the other day, i never got on lol..

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