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Thursday, September 21, 2006


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Jeez. this week... *sigh* sometimes i just wish i could sleep forever ^^; i have really hated getting up every morning.. lets just say.. some friend of mine...deleted me from myspace. and as stupid as that sounds, it really hurt O.o it sucks when you lose a friend. and this is a good friend of mine.. its just... i dunno.. i guess i havent been hanging out with her very much but its just..when im around her and the others.. its like i dont really exist. its like they barely notice me.. does anyone know how that feels? Im so tired of feeling that way... i just wish she would understand.. i want to be her friend, i always have ive always tried to be there for her.. but its just like im trying to keep a friendship that really isnt meant to be. But still.. it hurts lol. i dont NOT want to be her friend. i just wish things would be better betsween us.

So anyway, my dad is working to get his GED. he dropped out when he was 16 and well, i think its really great that he's finally doing something that he wants. he's worked hard his whole life for his family and its nice to know he's finally able to do this for himself ^^

speaking of a GED... i was talking to my councelor.. *sigh* she says its not impossible for me to pass, but it will be hard. And to be honest, she wants me to do all of these makeup classes but i dont have the money to pay for them :/ it cost $100 each class! and i have a lot of classes to make up. *sigh* i feel really burnt out right now ^^ i really want to just give up. i know i cant.. but i want to so bad... all of its just getting to me ya know? last night i just broke down lol -__-; even right now i just want to lay in the dark and like, cry... or scream..

...ill get over it though. i always do ^.^ im just not quite sure yet how im going to fix it all and get over everything ~_~;

well, ill try and visit some of you today. take care!

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