myOtaku.com: LiquidSilver

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Birthday
• 1990-03-17
Gender
• Female
Location
• Inside 'The World'
Member Since
• 2005-04-24
Occupation
• Professional Sheep Critic.(is your sheep good enough?) And a waitress.
Real Name
• Brandi!

I managed to ditch a whole semester of school. DITCHING IS BAD!
Anime Fan Since
• Since i was little, But realized what it was around 6th grade.
Favorite Anime
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Goals
• Get my GED, The Licsense.
Hobbies
• WRITING, reading, internet, music, culture, vampires, mermaids, art, subeta, harry potter, fantasy, bitching...mya you all know. xD
Talents
• Im good at writing. at least i think i am lol. its my passion, without it i would wither away and die.

myOtaku.com: LiquidSilver

Monday, November 13, 2006

Hey

Sorry i havent been on lately. i just havent had much to put up here :/ My life is really boring ~_~ even more so then it usually is lol. And i just noticed the Christine's MyO account is gone, so im sad.

You know, i had a really deep conversation with my online friend codey, and i just started to bawl my eyes out ;.; i guess i didnt realise how sad i was about my life untill that moment. And i really needed to cry lol. its wierd, he's such a jerk but he always seems to make me feel better in some way lol ~_~:;; but anyway, the point is, life is crappy, like it always is for me but now, its like, set. The Actions i made this year i can't take back, im going to have to live with them and theyre going to to be the base of my future. Now im not saying that i totally screwed my life up on quiting school, ive got a plan its just, i dont know what to do to start it lol. Well, i mean i do... i just.. i dunno, its like i hit pause on life(Again) and now im just doing nothing everyday.

Ah but even though im feeling sad every second of the day its ok, because i kind of push it all to the back of my mind and just enjoy little things.. like reading..and cooking.. But thats really all i do nowadays ~.~;

However, Megan Messeged me on Myspace the other day and we had a really big talk about weather we could be friends or not. i love megan to death, she's like, everything i want to be in life ya know? Im just nervous that i wont fit in with her, like, we just wont mesh as friends. And if thats true, then... i dont think we can be friends. Then where will i be?! where i am now i suppose, with n one lol...

Im not worried though, one day, ill figure out how to acheive what i want in life. When i was talking to my friend codey, i told him that i wouldnt give up Because atleast when i know im trying, i feel like im not some useless pile of crap.

....If none of that sounded right O.o im sorry, they were pretty much jumbled thoughts i decided to type out lol. ~_~;; so yeah, believe it or not, thats how life has been for me. im so sorry i havent visited in such a long time... ill try harder.

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