myOtaku.com: LiquidSilver

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-03-17
Gender
• Female
Location
• Inside 'The World'
Member Since
• 2005-04-24
Occupation
• Professional Sheep Critic.(is your sheep good enough?) And a waitress.
Real Name
• Brandi!

I managed to ditch a whole semester of school. DITCHING IS BAD!
Anime Fan Since
• Since i was little, But realized what it was around 6th grade.
Favorite Anime
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Goals
• Get my GED, The Licsense.
Hobbies
• WRITING, reading, internet, music, culture, vampires, mermaids, art, subeta, harry potter, fantasy, bitching...mya you all know. xD
Talents
• Im good at writing. at least i think i am lol. its my passion, without it i would wither away and die.

myOtaku.com: LiquidSilver

Saturday, December 2, 2006

nya

well, i suppose im in a way better mood then yesterday lol :P i dont know why, but i havent been able to sleep lately, and you know, lack of sleep usually makes people deppressed so im guessing thats why i was so sad, and of course i had to come on and complain and whine like i always do lol. Thank you guys, for the comments you gave me, they really did help. I cant say that life is too good right now, but to be honest, i cant say im doing anything to make it better. I've spent my whole life avoiding the problems i have, im not sure why, maybe because the biggest problem i ever had was my parents behavior? I never let my friends know how terrible they were to eachother, i always tried to keep some, nice front that our family was actually a loving one. Maybe in a way, that was me avoiding that situation.

Im going to have to face the fact that, the past can never be changed and life will for me will never be like that again. And as simple as that sounds, it still hurts so much you know? Its really hard to get over something like that lol.

Somehow, i need to get myself motivated. Enough so that the actions i take are permanent and not one of those things that i say i will do, and then later i blow it off because i dont feel like doing it or because i dont think it will amount to anything anyway. Im not really sure how though, i think its been a problem ive always had...

But anyway, i know i say this every time but im sorry i havent been around.I just havent been in a very "myo" mood. Im really trying though, i guess my mind's been preoccupied by other things..

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