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Thursday, January 11, 2007


Boo
Ugh, i have to be honest, ive been totally depressed these past few weeks. I mean, yeah life is like it always is, boring and pointless and i cant seem to get myself to do anything to change it, but right now i feel everything just caving in on me again.

Lately i havent been getting along with my sister, surprise surprise ~_~ its just little things, i get so irritated with her and its not even for things she thinks. Its just, she's always kind of looked down on me, and ive always felt like i was never as good as her. And now she's telling me that just because im getting my GED and going to community college im going to have a crappy life. O.o but what the hell? Ive always had a crappy life im sure atleast that will boost it to a decent happy life ~.~ i hate that she told me that , i cant stand how negative she is. And also, it seriously felt like she didnt think i could do it. Like once again her idiot sister does something stupid and now she's going to have a crappy life.whatever..

Anyway, So yeah, in 2 months ill be 17 and ill be aloud to take classes to study for my GED. I dunno, maybe she is right... maybe i cant do it. But i have to. I have no other choice. So i have to.

Did anyone make a new years resolutions btw? I made a couple ^^ one being not to give up on my current story(called tempting demons its so totally awesome i love writing it) and also to become more spiritual. because honestly i've been lacking that lol.

Another is to be more active in what i do ^^;

Well, if i dont stop by to visit you guys today, ill do it friday when ive got nothing to do all day ^^ i promice, because i know i havent been on myO that often these past couple of months unless its to vent and i havent been very fair to any of you guys by not visiting... ttyl

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