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Saturday, January 13, 2007


Mya..
Well im in a crappy mood. so i didnt visit you all... i feel like a terrible person. and since its the weekend i doubt anyone will see this comment.

But, i was bored and was wondering "Hmm i wonder where bluedemonboy went" so i go to his otaku and is last entry says he's leaving and it was like, 2 months ago ;.; i feel bad i wasnt around to say goodbye to him. This place used to help me through alot you know? I came here just as i started highschool i think, just as everything went downhill for me with my friends. I dont think i ever had a great entry where you guys could really see the old me. This place helped though. Because ifound it at the time where i was feeling super lonely and i guess you guys were like, there to keep me company when it felt like i had no one.

And even now when my life is still that way(2 years later, patheticness i know)Ive realised that nothing can substitute what i really want, and thats to have a friend that i can truelly trust with anything. because i really havent had one in a long time.

With BDB gone, its made me wonder if i do really even fit in here anymore. i hardly visit anyone, i barely update... and as much as i want to be here i dont seem to want to at the same time. Its confusing... i dont know what im going to do.. Ive made really great friends here, and it seems those people have left by now. i know that there are a few of you that visit me and i take you for granted.

ugh, forgive me, rambling about stupid stuff... lol

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