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1990-03-17
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Inside 'The World'
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2005-04-24
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Professional Sheep Critic.(is your sheep good enough?) And a waitress.
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Brandi!
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I managed to ditch a whole semester of school. DITCHING IS BAD!
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Since i was little, But realized what it was around 6th grade.
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Get my GED, The Licsense.
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WRITING, reading, internet, music, culture, vampires, mermaids, art, subeta, harry potter, fantasy, bitching...mya you all know. xD
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Im good at writing. at least i think i am lol. its my passion, without it i would wither away and die.
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myOtaku.com: LiquidSilver
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Saturday, January 13, 2007
Mya..
| Well im in a crappy mood. so i didnt visit you all... i feel like a terrible person. and since its the weekend i doubt anyone will see this comment.
But, i was bored and was wondering "Hmm i wonder where bluedemonboy went" so i go to his otaku and is last entry says he's leaving and it was like, 2 months ago ;.; i feel bad i wasnt around to say goodbye to him. This place used to help me through alot you know? I came here just as i started highschool i think, just as everything went downhill for me with my friends. I dont think i ever had a great entry where you guys could really see the old me. This place helped though. Because ifound it at the time where i was feeling super lonely and i guess you guys were like, there to keep me company when it felt like i had no one.
And even now when my life is still that way(2 years later, patheticness i know)Ive realised that nothing can substitute what i really want, and thats to have a friend that i can truelly trust with anything. because i really havent had one in a long time.
With BDB gone, its made me wonder if i do really even fit in here anymore. i hardly visit anyone, i barely update... and as much as i want to be here i dont seem to want to at the same time. Its confusing... i dont know what im going to do.. Ive made really great friends here, and it seems those people have left by now. i know that there are a few of you that visit me and i take you for granted.
ugh, forgive me, rambling about stupid stuff... lol
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