Tuesday, August 2, 2005

I'm so bored... this is ridiculous. I would read my summer reading, but I just finished the first book and don't feel like starting another one.
That was one depressing book. Chanda's Secrets by... somebody. It was about a girl, Chanda, who lives in Africa, where AIDS is really bad, and when people have it, they're pretty much shunned. Well the book opens with Chanda at a funeral home arranging her 1 and a half yr old sister's funeral. You find out later that she died of AIDS. And Chanda's mom gets really sick, and she finds out that her best friend is a prostitute, and it just goes on and on like that. Esther (the best friend) gets gang banged, and this dude tells her "Some whore gave me AIDS, now I'm giving it to you" So yea, at the end, Chanda's mom dies, Esther moves in with Chanda and her little brother and sister. Then the whole family goes to get tested for AIDS and everyone's clean cept Esther, but her health is still really good, so its hopeful... Still depressing

I called Ashley to talk about everything that happened with Will and junk, but my mom was right upstairs and I knew she could hear me... So I just talked about random shit and prolly sounded like a retard. Whatever.

I jsut ate dinner and the boredom isn't driving me as insane, so maybe I'll be ok after all... maybe
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Monday, August 1, 2005

Another Result of the Boredom

[Marital Status]	Single
[Shoe size]	8
[Parents still together]	Never were
[Siblings]	Nope
[Pets]	1 Dog 2 Cats
FAVORITES
[Color]	purple
[Number]	20
[Animal]	horse
[Drinks]	none
[Soda]	root beer
[Book]
DO YOU
[Color your hair?]	I have, but I'm lettin it grow out
[Have tattoos?]	nope
[Have Piercings?]	yup
[Cheat on tests/homework?]	sometimes
[Drink/Smoke?]	nope
[Like roller coasters?]	yup
[Wish you could live somewhere else?]	not really
[Want more piercings?]	yup
[Like cleaning?]	when I'm bored enough
[Write in cursive or print?]	a little bit of both
[Own a web cam?]	nope
[Know how to drive?]	nope
[Own a cell phone?]	yup
[Ever get off the damn computer?]	yea
HAVE U EVER
[Been in a fist fight?]	nope
[Considered a life of crime?]	nope
[Lied to someone?]	prolly
[Been in love?]	yup
[Made out with JUST a friend?]	Eh, thats a long story
[Been in lust?]	not that I can remember
[Used someone]	nope
[Been used?]	don't think so
[Been cheated on?]	not that I know of
[Kicked someone in the nuts?]	not on purpse...
[Stolen anything?]	yup
[Held a gun]	nope
CURRENTS
[Current clothing]	shorts and a sleeveless shirt
[Current mood]	Eh, bored
[Current taste]	nothin
[What you currently smell like]	Dove soap
[Current hair]	I dunno what to call it, but my bangs are purple
[Current thing I ought to be doing]	reading
[Current cd in stereo]	Korn
[Last book you read]	In the process of Chanda's Secrets
[Last movie you saw]	Bad News Bears
[Last thing you ate]	toast
[Last person you talked to on the phone]	Will
[Do drugs?]	Nope
[Believe there is life on other planets?]	Dunno
Remember your first love?]	Yup
[Still love him/her?]	If I think about it enough
[Read the newspaper?]	nope
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?]	dont think so
[Believe in miracles?]	Yea
[Do well in school?]	Yea
[Wear hats]	Never
[Hate yourself?]	no
[Have an obsession?]	no
[Collect anything?]	no
[Have a best friend?]	yea
[Close friends?]	yea
[Like your handwriting?]	I don't care
[Care about looks]	yea
LOVE LIFE
[First crush]	Don't remember
[First kiss]	Brandon
[Do you believe in love at first sight?]	no
[Do you believe in "the one?"]	yea
[Are you a tease?]	I can be
[Too shy to make the first move?]	Depends
ARE U A
[Daydreamer]	yea
[Bitch/Asshole]	no
[sarcastic]	yea
[Angel]	no
[Devil]	no
[Shy]	no
[Talkative]	depends
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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USofW
Me: No! I said Whatever!
Sebastien: No! Not Whatever!
Me: Go to hell!
Sebastien: No! Cuz this is MY United States of Whatever!
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Sunday, July 31, 2005

Mmkay?
More issues with Will and crap today, but I doubt you guys wanna hear about it...

Went to Marcella's today from 5-10. It was kinda a party... Me, Will, Siri, Evan, Stephen, Scott, Bekah, Claire, Marcella and Cathy. We had way too much fun. They'd all gone to the pool before, but I couldn't go cuz I went to lunch with an old friend of my mom's who came back from Germany to visit.
He's really rich... He's an architectural engineer... Crazy shit.

Right, so at Marcella's we watched Labrynth... that was a freaky but hilarious movie. After that we played badmitten... lets pretend I can spell... It was fun...

Ha, I'm having an "mmkay" battle with Sebastien over the phone... fun stuff...
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Saturday, July 30, 2005

God Damn it all. This week has been fucking crazy, and right now I'm really pissed.

Lets start with last night at skating. Dan decided to spray Scott, but instead fell into him. Well Scott fell weird and cut his neck on Dan's blade. 36 fucking stitches in scott's neck. Now Scott's sending his 800 dollar hospital bill to Dan and is pressing charges against the ice rink. This creates so many problems for Dan.
#1. Dan hasn't told his parents and wasn't planning on telling his parents
#2. Dan works at the ice rink, so he's gonna get fired for causing a law suit
#3. It'll make it hard for him to get another job for obvious reasons

Well Scott just called and said that they're not sending the bill and they're not pressing charges, so to me it sounds like this'll all blow over.

Ok, so besides that. Broke up with Will on Wed. He was fine with it. So I call Ashley yesterday to see if she's going skating and she says she can't then says she hasta go like right after I called her... I was gonna let her know that me and Will weren't together anymore cuz she'd liked him. Then Will calls me today and tells me that him and Ashley are going out... and that the reason neither of them went skating last night was cuz they went to the movies... Now that doesn't bother me... What bothers me is that Ashley didn't tell me shit... she could've said "I can't go cuz I'm going to the movies with Will" or SOMETHING to let me know...

Thank God for Dan. Talking to him has made me feel so much better.

Well, I was gonna post some more, but I forgot... like always
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Welcome to My Cheesy Life
And the Confusion sets in...

God, more 'guy problems' that make me feel like a ditzy bitch... Went to the movies with Marcella Cathy and Will today and realized that I honestly don't like Will anymore. This makes me feel like such a horrible person, cuz its the same thing that happened with Stephen. I talked to Dan about it though, and he's the most honest person I can talk to about this, and he reassured me that I'm still a good person... but I still feel like there's something wrong with me. I told Dan that I told Marcella about this whole thing and that she wouldn't drop it... he told me that as a joke I should tell her that I like hiim (Dan) again. So, I called her and told her, just to see what she would do, and she actually said that it's better that I end things with Will and that me and Dan would make a much better match... which got me thinking that maybe I should try to start something again with Dan- not a good thing to be thinking about. Siri, who's obviously going through more shit right now that I can comprehend, told me last night that she still really likes Dan. Now, I'm pretty sure that both me and Dan have made it clear to her that he has no interest in her. Gosh.... just gosh

Well, to end on a happier, more revenge-tastic note, that kid Zach got stepped on today cuz he wouldn't move when someone was backing a horse out of its stall...

AzNFoLiFe924 [11:36 PM]: i jus stuck tht cheese in my pipe n smoked it



TheFourthSheep [11:32 PM]: do u want me to keep looking for a gf for u
Arquero Gringo1 [11:32 PM]: yes
Arquero Gringo1 [11:32 PM]: ofcourse
Arquero Gringo1 [11:32 PM]: but i dnt how cheese wil find me one




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Monday, July 25, 2005

Bad News
Siri's mom died this morning at 12:20. She says that its all really surreal for her right now, which I can understand.It's really sad cuz she has 2 younger sisters, and one of them's only 5, and she doesn't understand what's happening. I'm talking to Siri on AIM now and she seems better.

Camp today wasn't bad. After I got over wanting to pass out from exhaustion, it wasn't bad. The kids switched horses today and this little boy who's been riding for 3 or 4 yrs got this really bitcy horse who you need to control really well. This kid, Zach, cannot ride. I don't know what it is about him, but he is such a bad rider. Its painful to watch him try to put the saddle on... Catherine ended up yelling at him to go outside and that she'd put Cascade's saddle on. So, being the mean counselors that we are, we were all hoping that Cascade kicked or bit or threw him today. Well she bit him, and it was all we could do not to laugh.
The kids in the beginner class are really annoying too. Usually we'll have one 'bad' kid who we all can't stand and so on... but this session, all the kids gets really rude at the same time and being around them makes you want to kill yourself... its awful.

Oh well, I'm gonna get back to talking to Siri.
By the way, thanks for all your prayers for her mom.
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I love just wearing my pajamas all day just cuz I'm too lazy to change into real clothes...

More bad news about Siri's mom. She got even worse last night and they're not sure if she'll even make tonight...

Got my schedule for school the other day. So far I've only compared it with Sebastien and Siri- I definatly have PE and might have study hall with Sebastien and I have Spanish with Siri.

Weird... I feel like so much has happened, but nothing really has... Sebastien came over today and Ashley actually came over for about 20 min... but that's it.
Whatever... back to camp tomorow... The kids this session are REALLY irritating
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Sunday, July 24, 2005

I got a kitten named Diesel yesterday! We got him from PetsMart, which gets their cats from last chance rescue... He's cute and all that, but my cat, Jetta, hates him. She's really pissed at me too for bringing him into the house. Oh well, the dog likes him, so he has one friend.

Went out on the family boat today with my mom and aunt. It was ok, but the heat and lack of sleep (cuz we left early...) made me really tired... but whatever. I got sunburned, but its not horrible, just enough to sting and hopefully result in a halfway decent tan.

Oh well, I hafta go made sure Jetta doesn't kill Diesel.
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Thursday, July 21, 2005

I'm tired and I don't know why...
Today hasn't been the greatest day. Christina called me to let me know that she didn't fall off the face of the earth, cuz she hadn't been around or talked to anyone all week. The reason for that is that she attempted suicide on Sunday, and spent the rest of the week up til today at a psychiatric hospital... then to make things worse, these people who have something against one of her sisters broke into her house yesterday and stole a bunch of shit, mostly Christina's, including her cell phone, mp3 player and CD player, which had my Marilyn Manson CD in it... Oh well, thats why I copy CDs to my comp before I loan them to ppl.
Apparently Siri called while I was taking a nap. Her mom went from bad to worse- they're moving her to a hospice. I'll hafta call her tomorow and see how she's doing...

Sebastien called me earlier too cuz he was going insane cuz his little cousins from Canada were over and wouldn't leave him alone. They're wrecking his house- broke his computer the 1st five min they were there, were playing around with his brand new bass and his 600 dollar digital camera (which he actually found at a bus stop...) It was actually pretty funny cuz I just heard him and his cousin screaming at each other in Frech, which I don't speak a word of... very entertaining. Then I had to go, and he jsut called back about 15 min ago to say that they left for the night to visit some people before they leave tomorow. He might actually go back to Canada with them.

Whatever, I'm tired so i'm gonna go sleep so I can actually get up tomorow morning.
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