Saturday, January 13, 2007

Oh man, last night was so much fun. Me and Christina had this kid Geoff pick us up at my house and we met up with a bunch of people in Downtown Silver Spring, and went to the AFI (American Film Institute) theater and saw Pan's Labrynth. Great movie. Great, great movie. It was in spanish with subtitles, and usually I HATE having to read subtitles, but this was definately worth it. But yea, let me point out that the people we met up were extremely.... hyped up on energy drinks and whatnot. It made for an interesting night.

But yea, before the movie, it was just me, Tina and Geoff and we went to this noodle place for dinner. So we're sitting there, and this uber-goth, awesome looking guy walked in and saw me and walked up to us and was like "I want your hoodie" cuz it's black with really dark green stripes and has Jack Skellington's face on the front. And yea so we talked to him for a bit, and he was like "Yea all the goths and freaks and punks and metalheads are hanging out upstairs in the arcade, and we're all DDR freaks, so you should definately come and hang out with us." So I gave him a hug, and he said that his name was Strife, which I thought was pretty amusing cuz he was all happy-like and right before he left, he shook Geoff's hand, then reached around him, grabbed his fork and took a bite of his food, then just walked away. So priceless. But we never got to hang out at the arcade cuz the movie was starting soon and by the time it was over the arcade was closed.
We're definately hanging out there more often. Good times
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Sunday, January 7, 2007

Not even God can decipher your idiocy...
Yea... that's my new insult for Alex. Go me.

Back to school tomorow after nearly 3 weeks of break. Going to a whole new campus because, if you haven't read the prolly million and one times I've written about this, my school built a whole new campus in Olney, and its finally finished, and that's why we had 3 weeks of winter break. Yes.
It should be interesting. The building looks like a college campus, and get this... Free Lunch. Yea, thats exciting for me. Especially cuz we're actually gonna have really good food. Yay.

Oh man, Christina gave me a bunch of CDs last time she was here. Two Taking Back Sunday (I already had the newest one), the new Rise Against, Flyleaf, and the Family Values Tour CD. Everyone needs to go get the new Rise Against CD (The Sufferer and the Witness). It's so good.

But yea I could prolly write more, but it's late and I need to go to bed cuz I gotta get up an hour earlier than usual to get to the new school cuz its freaking far away....
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Thursday, December 28, 2006

I'm so tired of being bored... Ugh

Even though today wasn't bad cuz I had to work from 3 til about 7 30, which was nice cuz I usually hafta work from 3 til 9 and thats right after school.... But yea, since its still the 'holiday season', theres no lessons at the barn right now, so we close early, and I got to ride a horse of my choice. Wooo! Yea, I rode this huge red horse named Toby. He's awesome, but I haven't ridden a horse that big in a long ass time, so my legs and hips are gonna kill tomorow.... But its worth it.


My mom's in Vegas with her bf, Smoky. So my dad's staying with me for a few days, which I thought was gonna be beyond awkward, but it hasn't been bad at all.... Cept that I'm bored cuz I dont have a ride anywhere, and Alex (who usually takes me places and hangs out when neither of us has anything better to do) is in North Caroline til the 3rd... And Christina was supposed to come over either yesterday or today, but yea that didn't happen... I'm hoping she comes over tomorow cuz I hafta babaysit and its so much better when she's there cuz I actually have some one to talk to.

But yea, Winter break has been pretty good minus the boredom. I needed to get away from school so bad, and I still never wanna go back, but I'll live.

And I think thats all I have to say for now, but knowing me, I'll remember something in like 5 minutes and post some more....

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Friday, December 22, 2006

Thank God for Winter break. Last Thursday was my last day of school, and stuff's been a bit on the crazy side since then, but I've come to expect that, and its that much easier to deal with without having to worry about tests and homework and all that shit.

But yea, I think the worst thing (that I can remember as of right now) that's happened in the past week was that my dog died. That was really depressing - I'd had her since I was 2. She'd been pretty sick and just in bad shape lately, and she went in to have her teeth cleaned and some of em pulled cuz she had the worst dental problems ever, and she survived the surgery, but when she started coming out of the anesthesia, her heart took off and they couldn't do anything about it. My mom was beyond crushed... cuz that really was her dog- I have my cats.

But yea, other than that, nothing too tragic has happened. Friends with family issues, friends with relationship issues... friends dating other friends...
Yea, people piss me off.... A lot. And that's why I talk to Tim. The other night when Christina was over, there was a big issue between two mutual friends, and the whole thing was just fucked up, and I IMed Tim saying "Prove to me that people don't suck?"
And he replied with "Music! People make music that's sometimes good!" It was so random.... and yea, definately proved that not all people are assholes...

But yea, Christina's coming over today at some point.... I just don't know when. And we're going ice skating. Yay.

Well thats all for now, so I'll try to remember to post something in the next week
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

"I Hate Myself and Want to Die"
No, not how I feel, it's the title of the first chapter in PROZAC NATION by Elizabeth Wurtzel. It's such an amazing book, and I definately reccommend it to everyone. It's a memoir of a girl (a sort of autobiography) who's extremely depressed, and she describes why she thinks she's like this, and all the feelings she goes through, and how she tries to get away from it all, and yea. Go read it.

I hate feeling emotionless. I just found out that someone I've gotten really close to is planning suicide, and I wanna burst into tears, but I can't. I'm shocked and confused, and that's all I can feel. And I know it's all gonna come crashing down on me at some point, and I'm gonna completely break down because thats just how I've been lately...
And I hate that I cant change it

People Suck more than I ever thought possible
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Sunday, November 26, 2006

This is why I talk to Tim

TheFourthSheep: so i've decided that you should take me makeup shopping cuz I cant find anyone else to go with me
BlackShian: okay but only on one condition
BlackShian: if somebody from spencers gifts calls you, you gotta pretend like your a former boss of mine and talk about how great of a worker i am
TheFourthSheep: lol
TheFourthSheep: ok
TheFourthSheep: so you're back to looking for a job?
BlackShian: well i'm either working at spencers or FYE
BlackShian: either or is good tho, cause y'know, FYE = discount on cd's, and spencers = discount on edible panties
BlackShian: win win situation for me


So I spent the night at Tory's last night. It was pretty kickass. Watched V for Vendetta, played DDR, chilled with her cousin, and went on the computer and watched random online clips and whatnot.

And right now I'm stuck in the basement cuz mom's ex fiancee is over, and I still can't stand that guy.

So I'm entertaining myself with myspace. Yay myspace.
And Christina's coming over tomorow and going to school with me on Tuesday. It should be fun.

And yea.... thats my story.
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Friday, November 24, 2006

I found this one in a myspace bulletin, and thought it would bring some cheer to your day.

hellcoil: suck my penis
SmarterChild: Uh... No, I just brushed my teeth!
hellcoil: HAHAHAHAHAH
SmarterChild: Why are you laughing, hellcoil?
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Wednesday, November 8, 2006

Yea, I haven't been around much....
School's gotten crazy again.
Way too much work. But I'm surviving. I was sick all weekend, but luckily got over it pretty quick. But yea I gotta get back to homework cuz yea.... I need to get my grades up in a few classes
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

I hate People.
End of story.
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'I understand that scissors can beat paper, and i get how rock can beat scissors, but there's no fucking way paper can beat rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell can't paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they attempt to take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that shit up in 2 seconds. When I play rock-paper-scissors, I always choose rock. then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper i can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, oh shit, i'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you, you asshole.'

I saw that ^ in Phil's profile and couldn't stop laughing, so I decided to share it with you all.

Yea, junior retreat was awesome. I would describe it, but its complicated and one of those you had to be there things. But yea I met a lot of really cool people in my grade who I'd never talked to before.
But it sucked when I got home and had a million things to make up... especially in AP biology. We have block scheduling, so I have my classes every other day, but AP bio is a 2 credit course, so I have it everyday for 90 minutes, which means I missed about 4 hours of class while on retreat... But I got everything done and none of my grades suffered horribly, so its all good.

Took the PSATs in school today. They were actually really easy. Except the essay. The essays on those things suck ass. We have 6 teachers at our school who are certified SAT essay graders or something like that, so they make us write an essay for the PSAT, and it's the exact same format as the actual new SAT essay... I hate them. 25 minutes to write an essay on such a ridiculously broad topic. Its crap. Just crap. But theres not much I can do about it except hope that its a topic I can think of something to write on.

I'm actually driving on a regular basis now. I've had my learners permit for 3 months, but I hadn't been driving much. Then the other day my mom let me drive the Cadillac as opposed to the Ford Ranger pick up truck I usually drive, and I did alot better driving it, which was unexpected, but pretty cool. So yea, I've been driving the car lately and I can actually back it up. Its quite nice.

Ahhhhh, My sweet 16 is on Friday. And for my party I'm having a bunch of people over and we're gonna go to the park by my house and have a whipped cream fight. It's gonna be great. And then all the girls are gonna spend the night. Whoohoo.

Well I hafta go rewrite an AP bio lab report that's gonna take me a good hour at the least...
Wish me luck
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