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1990-10-20
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Female
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Maryland
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2003-10-17
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Riding horses at WPS and scooping ice cream and whatnot at Baskin Robins
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Lisa
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I made it to senior year of high school without killing anyone
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Get a bar piercing through my cartilage
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horse back riding and concerting
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
"I Hate Myself and Want to Die"
No, not how I feel, it's the title of the first chapter in PROZAC NATION by Elizabeth Wurtzel. It's such an amazing book, and I definately reccommend it to everyone. It's a memoir of a girl (a sort of autobiography) who's extremely depressed, and she describes why she thinks she's like this, and all the feelings she goes through, and how she tries to get away from it all, and yea. Go read it.
I hate feeling emotionless. I just found out that someone I've gotten really close to is planning suicide, and I wanna burst into tears, but I can't. I'm shocked and confused, and that's all I can feel. And I know it's all gonna come crashing down on me at some point, and I'm gonna completely break down because thats just how I've been lately...
And I hate that I cant change it
People Suck more than I ever thought possible
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