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Friday, May 26, 2006


   I feel like it's my fault...
Hello everyone. I don't normally post this late, but I'm working on a report right now, and I can't really think since I've got a lot on my mind. I just need to get it off my chest is all...

I know a lot of you will disagree, but I feel as if I cause a lot of Josh's unhappiness. It's not that I'm unhappy with him. In fact, I'm EXTREMELY happy with him. He's the person who makes me smile the most. But it seems as if I make him sad a lot, and when I make him sad, he's extremely sad. Examples:

1) I was the one who persuaded him to join MyOtaku. And thus, someone was able to hurt him through this.

2) I have a whole lot of stuff to do, which stresses me out. When I'm stressed, I'm not calm. When I'm not calm, I either get mad or go crazy. When I do either, Josh feels bad.

3) I ruined prom for him. I took way too long getting ready, and we were only able to go to prom for 1 hour. He was like totally bummed...

4) I like completely ruined his friendship with my brother. Last year, they like talked... like all the time. Now that he and I are together, the two of them barely talk. Mainly because I'm always talking with Josh...

I could say more, but I really have to get my report done. Sorry if I depressed anyone. I don't like making other people sad...

~ LB ~

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