myOtaku.com: Little Birdie

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-07-04
Gender
• Female
Location
• Dayton, OH
Member Since
• 2005-12-18
Occupation
• full-time high school student... and the lucky girlfriend of GhostlyNinja! ^_^
Real Name
• Jessica

Personal

Achievements
• Straight-A Student, "Who's Who Among High School Students" recipient, selected to perform with the Dayton Philharmonic Concert Band
Anime Fan Since
• 1st Grade
Favorite Anime
• To Heart, Digimon, Tsubasa Chronicle, Love Hina, Negima!, IMyMe! Strawberry Eggs, Tenchi Muyo!, InuYasha, Kare Kano, Vandread, Boys Be..., Please Teacher!, Please Twins!, Sister Princess... and a whole lot more!
Goals
• get accepted into Harvard University and become a doctor!!! ^_^
Hobbies
• site-surfing, music, school stuff... yeah, I actually LIKE school... ^_^
Talents
• clarinet, handbells, singing, being my unique ol' self! ^_^

myOtaku.com: Little Birdie

Tuesday, June 6, 2006

Good Morning!
I dunno. I was like at a REALLY high high, and then I'm at a medium low... or slightly above... I dunno... I feel like I make people feel bad more than I make people feel good... I know what some of you are going to say... "No no no! You're such an optimist! You could never make anyone sad!" or at least something along those lines...

If I've ever asked any of you if I'm a depressing person, here's why. I try to be happy so the people around me don't feel bad for me, and also because I don't want them to carry an extra burden for worrying about me. But truthfully, there's a lot of depressing stuff in my life. I guess it's not that depressing for a lot of you, but I just feel... I dunno... I feel something, just don't know what. Some examples:

1) My parents absolutely WANT me to be a doctor. When I asked them what other professions there were that they would be pleased with, the said stuff like optometrists, surgeons, dentists... yeah...
2) I feel like I've lost my friends at school to this girl who I feel like I always have to compete with. I know I shouldn't feel that way, but something happened between us that I really don't feel like discussing.
3) I talk with a certain someone on the phone a lot, and I would expect that talking with him would make him happier, but every time we hang up, he seems even more depressed...

I don't feel like rambling anymore. Talking about sadness makes me feel even worse, especially now that I'm telling you guys. I'm sorry... I'll try to be happier. ^_^

~ LB ~
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