Saturday, July 31, 2010

   Hello.
OMGSH. I'm totally thankful for those who commented on my previous post. ;). You know, that really did scare me, but reading your awesomely helpful comments dissolved it. Now, I'm just so grateful that I chose to stay on MyO. It's really worth it. However, school registration is next week! o-o. It's a bit hard to believe, but it is. One of my most important goal for this school year, is strive to do my best and have fun. Do any of you have any advice about my last year in high school? What was your last year in high school like? xD. Oooh, I'm so excited.
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Friday, July 23, 2010

   Just What Am I Looking For?
Have you ever felt like you were looking for something in your life, but don't know what it is? That question kind of haunted me last night when I went to bed, because if I were to answer that question I would most definetly without a doubt say yes. Though last night, I kind of answered it myself.

I am looking for LOVE.

But I don't know which kind of LOVE.

There are so many different aspects of LOVE.

Could it be the kind of LOVE found in a family?

LOVE between two soulmates?

LOVE between two best friends?

Just which ONE am I looking for?

I've always had that feeling where there's a hole in my heart. Although, it's mostly transparent when I would emotionally get hurt. Am I just confusing these kinds of feelings for something else? Ah, at times I would feel definetly lost. Maybe I'm thinking ahead for a 17 year old girl? I really don't know why this suddenly jumped itself on me so suddenly....xD. Didn't mean to scare anyone or anything. Though, it did scare me. Seriously, the question just jumped at me out of nowhere like it has a mind of its own. Lol, maybe I'm confusing everyone else as mush as I'm confusing myself?


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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

   Wow.
You guys cannot believe what happened to me yesterday...
Okay, lol, maybe you can. I received two cuts on my index finger from the tomato slicer that I was washing. I had a rag, and without thinking I wiped the blades. There were like 7 of them close together, but it was a good thing that my finger only covered two blades and received only two cuts. It was disgusting. When I saw the blood oozing out, I quickly closed my hands into a fist and asked another co-worker for a band-aid. Unfortunately, there were no band-aids. They ran out. Unfortunately, I had to get myself hurt while our district manager was visiting. Unfortunately, my store manager was working at the same time. So, with her being there makes her look bad in front of our district manager that she didn't have band-aids ready. I could kind of tell that the store manager was a bit pissed off at me. Since there were no band-aids, the district manager went next door to Chevron and bought some for me. At first we wrapped like four of them around my finger. It wasn't even that long when the blood started to seep through. I couldnt do anything else but ring out the customers. After a little while, I changed the band-aids and added a little more pressure (almost cutting off my blood circulation..xD). It worked, but it still stung. Now I have nightmares during the day about all my fingers getting chopped off. And the scene of my finger getting the cuts replays over and over in my head. YUCK. Thinking about it now makes me cringe.

Today, is also an ugly day. We only had like two sunny days from this whole week. Sunny days sure are rare here. If there is a sunny day, you can expect everyone outside. *sigh* I wish I'm 18. I have to wait til' next year. 4/20. Seems like a long wait. -___-''. Question: Whats your favorite subway sandwich?
Mine is a BMT with monary cheddar. Veggies: Lettuce, tomatoes, and olives. Dressing: Sweet onion and Southwest sauce.
<33333 Lyna
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Tuesday, July 13, 2010

   Here I am again, popping out of nowhere...
Hello! It's been a while. Lol. I know most of my comments include that phrase but ah well. Can't help it with this crazy frustrating busy sad life I've got going on. Without the internet at home, I kind of missed having one xD. It's been approximately three years now? o-o. I also missed coming to this site as well. It's pretty much the only place where I can REALLY express myself. You know, a place to put my thoughts in. It's like a diary. Though, I don't mind people that I really don't know in real life reading it xD. To the people I really know, they're an exception.I do have a tangible journal, but I get too lazy to write in it sometimes. Yet, I was so excited to write in it the first time I got it. Sometimes, I would go back and read what I wrote. And the question that would always pop out and scare me was: "Wow. Is that really me?". Have you ever had moments like that? Well, I have lots of them.

The weather up here in Alaska is excrutiatingly moody, making me moody as well. It's as if my mood is parallel with the weathers'. Its been cloudy and showering lately, though at the beginning of summer it was all sunny and beautiful. Now, the weather makes me want to crawl back into bed and dream all day. Anyway, I'm here at the library to take an orientation for Subway before I start working there. Unfortunately, I haven't started work there. Tis' a long long story. Speaking of the library, Iv'e just a few awesome books lately and am craving for more. One of them was unbelievably good!! I was so sucked into it that I finished it in only two days!!! I was shocked when I finished it, because it was over 500 pages. The book is called A Rider's Call, its a sequel to Green Rider. I read the first one in middle school. Got me hooked in it too.;).Its totally obvious that I'm a bookworm. However, I'm also checking out a SAT practice test book to help me out with my SAT. A bit nervous and excited about my last year in high school. ;D. Soooo, did I miss anything while I was away?
Thanks for readin' my boring old long comment!
<33333 Lyna
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Thursday, May 20, 2010

   ;)


Today was the last day of school. Everyone thought that this year went by really fast, so there really was no reaction but feeling shocked about being seniors next year lol! Today, I went to subway and asked for a job application. Fortunately, they would re-hire me for the job for the summer;). Yay. It seems like I also got me an admirer in there too xD. His name is Trevor. I was chatting with the manager about the interview, and she said "Ohhh! So you're the one Trevor's been talking about!" Lol. xD. Aww. Yeah, I remembered my last day last summer and he asked for my cell phone. Unfortunately, i didn't own one and still doesn't.
Does anyone have their goals for this year or working on their New Years Resolution?
Well my goals before senior year starts are:
1. Lose at least 10 pounds.
2. Obtain my license and permit.
3. Get a job.

Hm, at least I got 3 checked off now ^_^. I'm going to after my permit and license now! Thanks for reading this post best friend!
xD.
<33333 Lyna
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Thursday, May 13, 2010

   ;)
Less than 10 days of school left! >.< The seniors last day was last week Friday, tis' a bit sad ;(. The school seems so dead without them. Finals is next week and I seriously need to study for a few classes.

Question: If you want to be famous for one thing, what would it be?

<3333 Lyna
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Monday, May 3, 2010

Hello.
;3 I still can't believe school's going to be out in less than 16 days! >.< I swear I was just a junior for only a few days! Last week, we had the crossover assembly for the juniors and the seniors. My friends and I were filming, so we really got to observe what was goin on. When the moment came for the seniors (who all 450 of them received candy leis..thanks to my friend and I who sacrificed our lunch time for almost four weeks to make them..)to go and the juniors to cross over to the gym to take their place. My eyes watered. Were going to be seniors! T^T. And then after that was the pig roast, which was a little fun (last years was more fun, I heard). Anyway, last month I turned 17. Gosh, I feel so old >.<. Yet, I'm the youngest among my friends. Since school is nearing to an end, looks like I need to do a little job hunting next. What have you been up to lately hm? (Sorry I haven't been on lately...) Toodle - doo!

<33333 Lyna
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Monday, April 26, 2010

;3
Hello. I'm at school and the bell just rang. G2g. xD. What you been up to lately?
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Thursday, February 11, 2010

   =.='


Dude, I got myself into trouble this last Tuesday. =.='. Last week my friends and I planned to go out to KCC (King Career Center) after school to look for specific jobs. However, I FORGOT to mention it to my parents and I went on witout telling them. I know it was a stupid idea =.='. And I didn't even know the new cellphone number. When I went home after that, I found out that my parents and my sister went looking for me at school. I felt scared and all you know..>.< When they arrived home, my mom was pissed. She walked right through the door and hits me on the head. I felt so mad because I'm getting tired of my parents using hitting as punishment. Why can't they just ground me? D;< -sighs- However, that will never happen because that's the samoan way...which I really despice. :<. Ah well. It was my mistake for going out on Tuesday. This is the first time something like this has happened to me or my family.

Eck...I'm on my "red". :/. Sometimes, that's what I hate for being a girl. -____-.
Thanks for readin! -hugs-
<33333 Lyna
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Monday, February 8, 2010

;D


I don't know but I would always be looking forward to gym classxD. Today our gym teacher asked me what I wanted to play. I wanted flag footballxD. And so he told us to split the gym. One side is open gym and the other is flag football. v.v. And of course I ended up being the ONLY girl playing flag football. All the other girls would either be just sitting out or playing something else. Inside, I was crying for one of them to join me xD. Most of the guys didn't even care as to look at me._. But they noticed how good I was and actually was useful. And no I'm NOT THAT GOOD._.xD. I am just good at speed and sometimes catching the football (yes..butterfingers).
Although the guys didn't care for me, at least only a few did;). One guy (who I have a teeny tiny crush on) who was the quarterback threw the football at me from across the gym and I catched it! And I was standing right on the touchdown line! xD. Lol, I was so happy I wanted to fly off the ground! And it was obvious that no one from the other team even thought of blocking me due to my gender. v.v I hate it when boys are like that .... And the guy who passed me the ball told me he wanted me to get involved because I didn't play much which was what I was dying for. As you can see, I'm very competitive! Especially when it comes to sports.
>.>
So how are you doing?
Thanks for reading my long post! ;)
<3333333 Lyna
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