Wednesday, June 15, 2011

   Oh my.
Ah well here I am ! I turned 18 on 4/20... which pretty much felt liike any other day, of course. My plan for sure is that Im really wanting to join the navy. Real bad. You can call me weird but its liike a calling. :). But Im really slacking off of the signing up process of it. I could get real lazy...

As of graduation, I was very sad to see some of my friends && dear classmates not walk with me on that stage. Yes, it was very crowded, but word was that half of our seniors didnt make it which I find it to be very sad. Its liike they never knew they had to do this && that to get to here && there...(if that made ANY sense...lol). But what really hit me hard was that my best friend didnt walk .. even though she was getting her diploma late. I guess it was all because of the temptations she was receiving while she moved herself out of her parents home (which I really thought was a bad idea...she could have waited). But ayye...gettn your diploma is better than nothing riite?

Anywayz, besides the fact that its summer && I'm done with high school... I still feel the same. Like nothing has changed. My schedule is pretty much liike this : Work.Home.Church. && if im lucky I can go hang out with an aunt..lol! Im still on lockdown with me being at home. Hardly ever do get to hang with friends. I guess my parents really are overprotective. But Iknow its the best for me...but sometimes I think to myself..whenn can i learn to become independent when theyy keep me locked in liike this? But I know for a fact that a persons childhood is only a small part of their life compared to adulthood. So I have to cherish these moments with my family :) Because I know... FAMILIES ARE FOREVER.

Another thing...my bf broke up with me through an effing text message. He told me that it was wrong of him && tried to apologize to me in person while I was at work. My manager told him that he couldnt talk to me (which I was very thankful for) since I was busy, so he decided to throw a water bottle at the wall && slammed the restaurant door on his way out. Talk about being immature! There were other things going on in our relationship before the breakup that really pissed me off. Liike one time I caught him staring at a girls rear...liike REALLY STARE && he flirts with her sometimes...even in front of me!...D: I talked to him about it. This was his response:"Its what guys do." I went "oh hell nawh!" && we never usually get along at work anyways..LOL! Its funny how you can love someone in the beginning && then end up hating them in the end. Well I dont hate him no more lol. I "disliike" him. I got over it && im noticing Ive gotten to be a perkier girl (which most people think im usually high on something..)Im glad that that relationship ended but I wont regret that there was one :) A girl can never stop learning now could she? <3

*SIGH* Now Im wondering what YOURE UP TO?

Love you all lots! <3333333

P.S. Im also hooked on playing Halo Reach Xbox Live !! Lol :) It drives me crazy!!! (...or maybe I just need to get out of this house..lol)
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