Monday, August 27, 2007

Hello everyone how's it going? It's been awhile since i updated, sorry i just had nothing exciting to talk about to tell ya the truth. Well it's Monday and some of ya started school like my bother and sister. They were pertty nervous and so am i tommorow i'll find out what classes i have and teachers and see if i know any one... I hope i have different class mates this year cause last year was just OMG, we didn't get though class without some one getting in a fight or something... it was harrible. Man we barly learned anything, they all act so unmature at times. Anyhoo... I think i already know what i might be getting... Art,Math,English,Chemistry,Child Development,and some other stuff but idk for sure i'll let ya all know tommorow. Well i guess that's it, i haven't watched any anime in awhile but i have been drawing and i'm going to put some up today i think. And sorry but i don't have a scanner so it might not look to well cause i'm going to be taking it on my cam. I hope you like it and tell me what you think for real don't worrie about hurting my feelings okay i want to know what i need to improve on so just let it out kyz. Um... i'm going to leave you all with an AMV. Anime: Spiral Music: Tatu-Not Gonna Get Us Did you like it? Well that's it thank you for visiting and have a great day. L8terz

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

   Ello everyonez!

Hiya everyone how's it going? Sorry for not posting in awhile just nothing really to talk about. Well i heard that alot of people have started school already that's kool... I have like 5 days left until mine starts. Can't really wait, i wonder what type of classes i got and hopefully i'll met some new friends as well, i hope. Um... for some reason i can't sleep, i lay in bed tired as hell and i just can't seem to sleep it sucks so much it's been like this for 2 weeks now and i get so tired when i get up cause i wake up so early... I hope i'm not like this when school starts, if it dose i'll be sleeping thoughtout classes which aren't good. Well anyhoo lets see i watched some movies like 300,Norbit,Let's go to prison *which is very funny* and a couple more i can't really remeber all of them... Um, yesterday i went to my schools libary and helped out my librain and checked out the rest of the series of Mars which i also finished yesterday it was so good, i just can't believe it's done only 15 vols. O well, at least it didn't leave me clusless on whats going to happen l8ter on in there lives so that's good. I hate when books leave you clueless and guessing at the end of the book and your not sure whats going to happen next, you'll have all these ideas and but your not sure which ones are right,do you know what i mean? Anyways i'm reading twilight which is really good btw i'm half way done with it, it's really addicting you know...lolz! O i got to watch more of Nana on Veoh.com last week and it was really good, i watched about 10eps. i know alot but i had nothing to do so that's the my reason. Hmmmm.... I guess that's it for today, i hope you all have a great day. O almost forgot my new theme lolz it's Spiral it's really good but i get lost in it sometimes, and that really sucks alot. I get so cluesless in whats happening. Hopefully i'll find out whats happening and all sooner or l8ter. The wallpaper was made from my good friend AZ she's so nice and if your reading thank you so much. I hope you all like it. Well cyaz everyone! O in the bottom is the spiral theme song it's awesome enjoy. L8terz

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Thx/Poem

Thank you!!! Thanks to all that commented on my poem so nice of you and glad that you liked it and some of the poems that i'm putting up i made during my school and it's how i felt... I now i know that i'm not the only one! Well if i make any new poems i'll be sure to let you all know! Heres one i made like 4months ago i know long i just didn't feel like posting it but alot of my classmates liked it which i was surpised... well i hope you like it as well.... Love is now gone... Love is what i believed in, i thought it could change my life and end my pain, But instead it lead to more pain and more to worrie about. Your so far, but your words seem so near. You tell me that you love me and will never hurt me but is it true? Do you? Are you sure? If you have someone eles please break my heart now instead of cheat and break it later when i can't live without you! So i can move on and find someone eles, some that cares and loves me. You tell me that i'm the only one, but sometimes you make me wonder... if that's really true. You seem like your holding a sceret everytime you write. But i guess i'll never know cause your so far away. And it's just your words that are so near they are all i have to keep me warm but that's starting to fade, I'm starting to get cold. Waking up each day, having so much more still to say, why now or how could this happen to me. Feeling this way it's only force to be like this and the dispear of our first kiss and now it's having to be like this so many words, so many people heard, but the turth is this endless pain that's making me feel so ashamed. ~Meghan~ Thank you for stopping by and leaving a comment i hope you all have a great night and moring!

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Resuce me

Time:12:26 Mood:Depressed Sitting here, Waiting, waiting for someone to resuce me from this world which i live in. Dark & alone with hope or faith. I sit in the conner of my room, wishing that there was someone for me out there someone that cares, someone that will love me for who i am. I want someone that's there when needed even if all they can give me are their words. (It's better then nothing) Please get me out of this depressing life which i live in each day & make me believe again & to never give up. Can you do me a favor? It's not alot.... Can you hold me & stay by myside & love me? That's all i need, I don't need anything eles but that. ~Meghan~

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

Hey everyone what's new? I want to thank everyone who commented my site and i'm really sorry about not visiting yours. Thank you for answering my questions and they helped. Anyhoo... lets see yesterday i watched Nana eps.1-6 which were good by the way i like it alot and i checked out some of the ones you all metioned your comments that you left me i liked all of them and going to watch more as well. Um... nothing eles happened i had to go to court yesterday with my parents for something they had to get taken care of i had to watch both of my sisters while they were getting everything taken care of... And that's it i didn't really do anything... I put a new wallpaper up as you can see i hope you like it... I also drew some flowers for fun it turned out really good i'm going to try to put up my drawings as soon as i can kyz. I reading a new book called Define Normal which is pretty good so far. Well there's nothing more to talk about so i'm going to leave you all with an AMV. AMV Time!!! Online Videos by Veoh.com Thank you for visiting and have a great day!

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Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Time:12:30am Mood:Depressed Song/Artist:Red Jumpsuit Apparatus-face down Hello everyone how's life? Mine boring, just the usual everyday clean and babysit nothing more. Anyhoo... Thank you all so much for all of your comments, i'm happy to hear that everyone liked my poem. I'm sorry that it was sad, i wrote it awhile ago, i can't really say if it's happening or not but it's just came in mind. Well yesterday i watch 1-5 eps. of Black cat which was good but it wasn't that exciting i don't know if it was my mood or what but i didn't really enjoy it as much as i thought i would. I felt really depressed, i was okay earlier but then i just got in that horrible mood again. I tried to draw but my interset in art is disappearing which sucks! I don't know what to draw anymore... If you have any ideas you can just leave it in your comment anything that you could think of... Everytime i try to thing of something i can't seem to see anything but black if you know what i mean... i try to vision a picture in my head but i just can't seem to picture anything i think that makes more sence i guess. Um... My good friend gave me a site to watch anime online and i watched loveless eps. 11 and 12 which was good and it makes me wish that it wasn't over it just started to get good and it ended T_T' Sucks! Life's getting really boring lately for me and i hate it alot. Everything i loved doing is disappearing, it's like i'm disappearing as well. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm starting to give up... But in good news i guess in a couple weeks or so pre-pactice for volleyball will start, so maybe life won't be so boring when school starts right? Well seeing everyone and getting out the house and learning something new i guess sounds fun... I know what your saying going to school is not fun.(well some of youz think that)But hey if you live in my life you would rather be at school it's way more exciting then being in the house all day. Plus i'm not to excited about Homework just that i'm going to make new friends and play a sport and being out there you know... Well this is getting to be a very boring post and long so i'm going to just ask a Question and AMV and end it i guess. Sorry to take up some of your time! AMV time!!! Question??? 1. What anime should i watch now? 2. Do you know any anime series with comdey/action/romance in it? 3. Do you know any other online anime sites? *Besides veoch or tv something. Well that's it for today thank you for visiting and have a great day!

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Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Why hasn't anything changed?

Sitting here listening to your crys, I can see your pain that you carry inside, through your eyes. As tears drop to the ground i remeber the past, full of voilence. And i think about now, notting has changed. Notthing at all, but more pain coming at her each day and night, i can't bare to see her like this anymore. If she lives like this any longer she'll die. And i'll never forgive myself because i did nothing but cried. I stood by her side but that's not enough, i had to do more, but i didn't because i was so afraid, so afraid of of him. The one that has hurt me so much that now i'm afraid. Afraid of everything.... What should i do? I wish this was just a nightmare that i could just wake up from and everything was okay once i have awaken.... But it will never be that way... NEVER! ~Meghan~

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Saturday, August 4, 2007

  

Time:12:10am Mood:Okay Song/Artist:Cascada-Everytime we touch Hello everyone how's it going? I'm okayz! Um... well nothing happening here just catching up on my summer reading. Right now i'm reading "anyone but you" By:Lara m. zeies, it's really good she's live near where i live so that's kool... anyhoo it'a about a girl and her two bothers and you know there thoughts and whats happening, yeah i know i'm making it sound really boring and all but it's somewhat good. Anyhoo today i read some of that and watched my sis and stuff, the usual. And i watched Loveless as well eps.1-10, and i'm pissed cause i can't find a place where they have 11 and 12...i checked Veoh and youtube but they didn't have it. And what surpised me was there was only 12 eps...i though there would be more but no...Sucks i hope they make a second season... Anyways i wanted to thank all of you for answering the the thrudays questions, they really helped...I'm not really good at making up stories and all but i'm going to try my best to make a good one up and then make it to a comic. Well that's all for today... Idk if i'll be able to visit sites tommorow idk for sure cause i won't be here so, i'm sorry if i don't stop by. Well i'm going leave you with a AMV.... AMV Time!!! Anime:Loveless Song:Gay boyfriend Artist:sorry not sure didn't say... Well i hope you enjoy todays amv. I hope you all have a great day and thank you for visiting and leaving a comment.

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Thursday, August 2, 2007

Hello everyone how's you day so far? I'm okay just trying to live. Anyhoo.... Thank you all for the comment really nice of you, and my mom has recovered alittle she's still alittle sick and she had to go to work as well, it SUCKS alot. But thank you for wishing her to get well really nice of all of ya. Anyways...Yesterday i went to my school's libary and helped my Libarian out and i checked some books out. O and i didn't know and just found out that we have the whole collection of Mars, which is so totally awesome. Now i can finish it up. I checked out Vol.7,8,& 9 and finished them all today. They were so good by the way! They didn't have Vol.4,5,& 6 beacause some people don't like being resopossible and bring libary books back so they lost it. So now i have to try and find them or buy them and read it. And i got some other books as well, like 2drawing books to help me out with my drawings...idk why but i don't like anything i draw i always find something wrong with them and throw them out... but that's just me. Um... and i got a book called "Define Normal" which i didn't start yet but will and two other books. I need to catch up with my reading so i got them and hopefully i'll get them done before school starts, which is soon. Okay anything eles to talk about? *Thinks* Nope i think that's it for today. Just going to ask Questions and here's an AMV for today as well. And if i don't get to all of your sites today i'm sorry. Questions 4 today!!! (These questions will help me with making my story that i want to make) okayz! 1. What type of charters do you like and what magma were they in? 2. What type of story do you like? AMV Time!!!! Well thank you for visiting and have a great day byez.

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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Hey everyone what's up? I'm okay just taking care of my mom she's sick. I don't have time to write about everything but i'll post tommorow kyz.... Well enjoy the AMV and thanks O so much for all the comments really nice of yeah. Well gotta go i'll cya all around.... AMV Time!!! thank you and have a great day byez

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