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Female Location Somewhere... Member Since 2007-02-28 Occupation 11th Grade Real Name Meghan
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Achievements Nothing really important... Anime Fan Since 9yrs. old Favorite Anime inuyash,trinity blood,FLCL,bleach,loveless,Death Note,and alot more.... Goals Graduate high school go to college Hobbies Drawing,swimming,having fun,music,writing poems and theres alot more.... Talents Drawing
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Hey everyone i will not be here tomorrow so i'm going to wish all my friends on the O a Happy 4th of July, have a great time and i'll cya on the 5th byez!
Hey eveyone how was your weekend and day going?
Mine sucks right about now!
I just found out that my dog has passed away.
I'm going to miss her O so much!
*cries*
Sorry i really don't want to say anything eles i'll have a better post up tommorow.
Well i hope you all have a great day and a great 4th of July as well!
I'll leave you all with an AMV and thank you for stopping by, have a great day!
Hey everyone how are ya?
I'm good just getting ready to go to my grandparents house and hang there while my parents work like usual.
I'm not sure what i will be doing today it's warm outside for now i don't know if it's going to get any hotter, but i might take both of my little sisters to the park while my other sister and bro go swimming.
Man i want to go but can't i have to watch the little ones just like last year. No free time to have fun at all. That's what makes me hate life!
I never get to enjoy meself.
Well i have to go thanks for the comments yesterday. I was unsure myself i saw it in the movie and just wonder if it was possible.
Well heres an AMV and i'll cya all l8ter have a great saturday and sunday.
Cya all on monday.
Hey everyone how's it going?
Thank you all for commenting yesterday and i'm glad you liked the AMV.
I'm good just got done cleaning the house and put my sis to sleep so now i can relax yay!
Um... sorry this post is going to be really short cause well there's nothing to talk about.
*Thinks....*
Nope nothing i already told you what i did today.
Well i guess i'll leave you all with a Question and a AMV.
AMV Time!!!
Linkin park "What i've done!
Question 4 today?
Okay i saw this in a movie so i just wanted to know. Okay....
1. Could you love someone that you never saw before, you knew them only for 2days and the only way you were in contact with them was the phone and email.
Can you still fall in love with him or her?
I know dum question, but i just wanted to know.
You don't have to answer it if you don't want to kz!
Bye
Well i hope you all have a great weekend and thank you for visiting bye!
Hey everyone how's it going?
I'm okay, just my neck is hurting me really bad and i'm not sure why. O well i'll just have to wait until it gose away.
Well it thunderstormed last night after i posted it was really nice and claming and today it's so hot out man i wish i could go to the pool but can't sucks again. And ya i haven't heard from the guy that was suppose to train me for life guarding so i guess i'll just have to wait again. But hey at least this years life guard isn't old and dosen't ask me when i'm coming over to swim thank god that guy was really creepy.
Anyhoo i'm glad that some of you are interested in the book Mars, i'm glad. And sorry about my site being all slow and all it was the glowing texts, so i took it off i wish i didn't have too but it was making the site go slow.
Well i guess that's all for right now, i'm going to go and check some of your sites now.
AMV Time!!!
Well i hope you like the AMV and thank you for visiting and have a nice day byez!
Hey everyone how's summer break for all of ya?
I'm good alittle pissed off cause my post just got deleted so i have to rewrite it again.
Um... well today i didn't really do anything but clean so i was busy not so bored which was good. Then i got some new codes for my site as you can see. I hope you all like it. And i guess that's it. Sorry for the late post agian it's going to be that way until school starts again. Well better go i have to check peoepls sites almost done.
O almost for got here a book i read it's called mars. I enjoyed it and i think you guys would too, that's only if you like romantic type of books. Heres a pic.
I read 1-4 so far cause thats all they had at my school. I would buy it but my step dad would be pissed and so would my mom so i'll just have to wait until i move out. Sucks!
Mars
Ps. If you want to know what it's about just let me know in your comment or PM me k.
Hey everyone how's it going?
I'm all good feeling myself again yay finally!
Um... sorry for not posting for 4 days or so i just felt really lazy too.
Um.... as you can notice my new theme is Death Note. The Background was made from Angel Zakuro and i want to thank her for letting me use it.
Okay thinks......
Saturday/Sunday
Well my weekend was somewhat boring just went to the park with my sisters and bother. Saturday the UD(college) had a football game and idk if they won or not but i think so.... um.... after the game we watched fireworks which was awesome and pretty kool and thats it.
My dad cooked on the grill and had some guest over and i watch the Epic Movie which was funny and it wasn't that bad.
I also watched some Air gear which was good on youtube. And thats all for sat. and sunday.
Monday
Monday i cleaned and went to make an appointment to take out my wisdom teeth i have too. All four of them man it sucks alot. But all that's going to happen in july.
And that's it for moday that i can remeber.
Today
Today i just check some site sorry for not checking all i'm trying too but i will check tommorow for sure i promise.
I updated my site as you can see and watch death note frist ep. but you know the bad thing i didn't get to watch the whole thing in eps. one it wouldn't let me so i had to go to the second part. so if anyone watched it can they tell me the frist 8mins. of the show please thanks.
O i gotta go now i hope you all have a great day and thanks for visiting and sorry for not coming to all of yours site and sorry for the late post.
Well cya!
Hey everyone how are you all?
I'm okay just another day of nothing to do.
I'm just tried and my head hurts like crazy, and just looking for something to watch on tv. God all these channels and nothings ever on, well anything good that is. Um... i want to thank all of you again so kind of you and so many people that care, thank you.
I know i should report my dad but my life would be even more miserable cause then my whole family will hate me and i can't take that. I just can't wait until i leave this place just 2 more years and then i'm out of here thank god. Be really thank you all for caring it means alot. Um... there isn't really anything to talk about nothing exciting or werid is happening.
O i totally forgot i might get that lifeguarding job after all, i'm guessing the life guard that's working there now is going to quit so there going to tain me and stuff and then i'll be working. So i'll be having so fun after all.
Well gotta go for now i'll try to stop by l8ter if i have time k. And i'm sorry for not checking everyones site i really am i'm going to try i just been sick i guess i haven't been feeling like myself since summer break started.
Anyhoo thanks for stopping by and have a great day byez for now!
Hey everyone how's it going?
I'm doing alot better today i got happy and then it just went down the drain again.
Weekend/parents/hate
Well my weekend suxed alot nothing to do and on fathers day it went geart then when we all came home from my dad's little plain feild fun(for him not us)and dinner my dad checked my room cause he's noisey like that and found my poem book and got pissed off. Both of my parents just realized that i was depressed, God what am i supposed to do to make them realize. Anyways they read all my poem made some awful comments and called me sick and all and i'm like idk what word to use to expain it. The poems showed how i felt each day. But in my head i'm like you made me this way i'm in the house with no freedom what so ever and u expect me to be happy?
Like come on who's going to be happy when they can't hang out or bring friends over or call or anything but sit in the house and watch TV all day long. I hate doing that! I can't even call my couins or grandmom it's just so not fair.
But i'm going to stop compaining.
*my head hurts*
This moring
Well this moring i saw this bunny rabbit just relaxing in my front yard it was so cute.
It looked like one of us laying on the couch watching tv and with one hand holding up our head. It almost looked like that, it was cool.
And then a squirrl comes out of nowhere and starts running after me it was creepy yet funny at the same time. I didn't know what it wanted it was werid.
Yesterday i saw a tiny bird casing this huge crow. Werid things happen outside!
Anyhoo i would like to thank all of you who commented on my site and i didn't think anyone my poems there just so depressing and all. My parents sure didn't like them. But i think they know how i feel alittle. They were really nice to me on monday idk if it was the poems or the bruse on my face cause my dad kinda hit me when he read my poem but hey i'm use to it now i've been hit all my life it dosen't matter anymore.
But i think they finally see that i'm not happy and stuff or idk. But i'm going to end this post now cause it's probably really long and boring sorry.
Um.... i hope you all like my new theme and enjoy the music.
Thank you for visiting and reading my post i hope you have a great day byez!
I'm sitting here,
in the darkness of my pain.
Carving my heart out, the pain is unbearable,
i can't take it anymore.
My hate is now relased,
it's time for revange.
I think about all you have done.
Your life is now in my hands, like you held mine in yours.
You made me suffer,
while everyone was happy i was in depression,alone, and hated.
I cared for your needs and you....
But you,
you did nothing,
but destroy me little by little,
inch by inch until there was nomore.
I tryed to see happness but instead i saw hatered in your eyes.
I never seemed to make you happy or pleased.
I hate that you hate me,
when i did so much to make you happy and proud.
But i guess it will never change it'll alawys be this way.
All i have to say is throw me away or DEAL WITH ME!!!