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Birthday
• 1990-11-03
Gender
• Female
Location
• Somewhere...
Member Since
• 2007-02-28
Occupation
• 11th Grade
Real Name
• Meghan

Personal

Achievements
• Nothing really important...
Anime Fan Since
• 9yrs. old
Favorite Anime
• inuyash,trinity blood,FLCL,bleach,loveless,Death Note,and alot more....
Goals
• Graduate high school go to college
Hobbies
• Drawing,swimming,having fun,music,writing poems and theres alot more....
Talents
• Drawing

myOtaku.com: littlemiko11

Thursday, April 26, 2007

I don't have a name yet!

Saddness is what i bring,
to everyone who loves me.
I bring them hate,
that could kill.
I don't know what to do,
I try to help but it won't go through.
They care & love, that's what i hear.
But do they?
I don't have a clue.
My parents think wrong & they believe what they think.
They think i cut class to do drugs, they think i'm worthless and can never change. They believe i lie about everything. They believe alot of things.... but is it true?
Yes i lied,
Yes i drank,
Yes i bruned myself,
Yes i admit i did alot of things that was wrong and dum, but they don't know why,
why i did it,
i just can't tell.
If i do there going to be hurt and that's not right.
But me, it really dosen't matter if i'm hurt.
Some of the things they believe, aren't true but they believe it anyways.
I don't care, is what i say.
But really... i do.
I space out and think of the great times i had in the past, and how much i have improved. Then i make one mistake and BOOM! it's a disaster again.
Maybe there right, and i'm wrong.
I don't know what to believe anymore.
Everytime i believe, everything seems to go wrong.
I want to die is what i scream out, but really somewhere inside me i want to live and have someone to love me and mean it.
When i hear those three words,
{i love you}
I feel clam and happy, but then all my hate and pain that i'm holding inside me, comes out and detroys my happyness i just had.
Maybe i would be better if i wasn't here at all, everyone then would be happy and woundn't be hurt.
{then i'll be happy}
I don't belong anywhere,
not here,
not heaven,
& maybe not even hell.
Is there a place in between?
I don't know, we'll find out once i die.
Will i be happy?
*looks down*
I don't know.
I hear once you die, your happy and in peace.
Is it true i'll find out soon....

P.S. sry for the depressing poem...

~meghan~

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