Music: They great escape
By: Boys like girls
Hey everyone how's it going?
I'm doing alot better today i got happy and then it just went down the drain again.
Weekend/parents/hate
Well my weekend suxed alot nothing to do and on fathers day it went geart then when we all came home from my dad's little plain feild fun(for him not us)and dinner my dad checked my room cause he's noisey like that and found my poem book and got pissed off. Both of my parents just realized that i was depressed, God what am i supposed to do to make them realize. Anyways they read all my poem made some awful comments and called me sick and all and i'm like idk what word to use to expain it. The poems showed how i felt each day. But in my head i'm like you made me this way i'm in the house with no freedom what so ever and u expect me to be happy?
Like come on who's going to be happy when they can't hang out or bring friends over or call or anything but sit in the house and watch TV all day long. I hate doing that! I can't even call my couins or grandmom it's just so not fair.
But i'm going to stop compaining.
*my head hurts*
This moring
Well this moring i saw this bunny rabbit just relaxing in my front yard it was so cute.
It looked like one of us laying on the couch watching tv and with one hand holding up our head. It almost looked like that, it was cool.
And then a squirrl comes out of nowhere and starts running after me it was creepy yet funny at the same time. I didn't know what it wanted it was werid.
Yesterday i saw a tiny bird casing this huge crow. Werid things happen outside!
Anyhoo i would like to thank all of you who commented on my site and i didn't think anyone my poems there just so depressing and all. My parents sure didn't like them. But i think they know how i feel alittle. They were really nice to me on monday idk if it was the poems or the bruse on my face cause my dad kinda hit me when he read my poem but hey i'm use to it now i've been hit all my life it dosen't matter anymore.
But i think they finally see that i'm not happy and stuff or idk. But i'm going to end this post now cause it's probably really long and boring sorry.
Um.... i hope you all like my new theme and enjoy the music.
Thank you for visiting and reading my post i hope you have a great day byez!
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