Time:6:57pm
Mood:Depressed
Music/Artist:Leave out all the rest - Linkin Park
Hello everyone how's everything?
I have a
New Friend here and she just joined the MyO today so please give her a visit.
I'm not so good it's just that i keep getting blame for stuff that i didn't do and when i tell them the truth they don't seem to listen and blame me anyways i hate it!!!
I can't take it anymore i'm tired of being pushed around and getting blamed for something that i haven't done. When ever something happens my dad blames it all on me frist and noboby eles and sometimes when he finds out who did it he dosen't even apologys.
Right now i feel like i have a BIG HOLE in my heart.... i can't get what he said to me out of my head and it's killing me!!!
I want to die but i don't have the guts to do anything... Worthless Worthless o how worthless i am! I don't know what to do anymore i feel like giving up.
*i lost*
My eyes are totally stinging right now so if i misspell or something please forgive me it's just been a bad day for me! And i'm also sorry for complaining and writing this depressing post.
*looks down*
I don't really have any good news, my moods are going up and down then up and then way down and i just wish that i wasn't born...
I seriously can't take this anymore, i can't wait until i'm free to do.
And all i can think about is suicide,and suicide will make things better... but it won't it would probably satisfy me but it won't do any good to them.
And don't worrie i won't commit suicide i Promise!!! I'll try to survie but i don't think i'll be able too.
I'm just so alone and i have noboby to talk to...
Anyways...
O i did do something kool i made my bottom which you will see in my Introduction area! I hope you like it.
Well i'm going to end this i have to go...
I hope you are all well and have a great day!
Good bye!
