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• 2003-10-28
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• My art got published in Newtype Magazine, and I co-wrote Art of Otaku.
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• Outlaw Star, Hellsing, Revolutionary Girl Utena, Fruits Basket, and Angel Sanctuary
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• To successfully complete college, cosplay all the characters I have on my cosplay to-do list, and travel the world in style.
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• Drawing, sewing, cosplaying, and cooking
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• I have industrial-stength stomach acid (W00t!)
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Sunday, January 29, 2006
And my list of grievances rears its ugly head. (Warning -- may contain offensive language)
Honestly. I hate how I've been so bipolar lately. I'm either wanting to frolic out of sheer happiness or shoot myself in the face because I feel so shitty and inadequate. Right now, I'm the latter.
I'm seriously doubting whether I should continue posting my fan art. Someone (glares at SOMEONE, yes, you know who you are) commented to me that coloring on the computer was cheating (and don't try to take it back. It's obviously what you really thought, otherwise, you wouldn't have blurted it out). Goddamn. As if my self-esteem wasn't low enough already! Now people have to tear down the one thing I'm half-way decent at. If that's what people honestly think, then fine. I won't continue to pollute TheOtaku with my cheap, computer-colored scribbles.
But at the same time, I'm happy. Like, really, REALLY happy! It's so weird. And I talked on the phone for four whole hours last night and had a GREAT time (and I'm usually not one for talking on the phone for extended lengths of time). And for the first time on Valentine's Day, I won't be the spinsterly single chick glaring evilly at all the happy couples sucking face and displaying gross amounts of PDA (Well, I'll proabably still glare at them, 'cause we all know how much those people suck. Get a freakin' room already!).
Soooooo . . . in conclusion, I'm ecstatic and depressed all in one neatly tied up little parcel. I know this has been an emo post, and I'm extremely sorry about that. Thanks for putting up with my ranting. I just needed to get that out before I exploded . . . or something. o_O I'll be normal again in approximately 25 minutes.
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