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Tuesday, February 14, 2006


   Insomnia, depression, and something nifty I found on someone's Live Journal.
In the words of some insane philosopher, strange title leads to strange journal entry. XD First of all, I hope you all have a happy Valentine's Day! I know mine will be (despite the public displays of face sucking . . . -_-). I'm also very happy to say my cold has pretty much gone away. Thanks for your warm get-well wishes!

But unfortunately, on a somewhat angstier note, I've become confused and depressed; often to the point where it's hard to think clearly or pay attention. I've really grown soft in the last few months, like every little thing bothers and upsets me for no reason. I never used to be so . . . I don't know, sensitive and paranoid? And what's worse is that I can't seem to pinpoint the cause. I'm so overwhelmed, and to be honest, it really feels hopeless and like I'm letting everyone down. And it's really starting to take a toll on my physical health. Feelings suck.

But enough of the pity party. There can't be angsting with Megacon coming up! I'm really looking forward to seeing everyone and premiering my Akito, Harry, and Utena costumes. I finally ordered the shoes for my Utena costume . . . and they're 5.5 inch platform heels, which means I'll be over 6 feet tall in those babies. o_O I hope they get here by Thursday, because the school is having a masquerade . . . and that would give me an opportunity to practice walking since poor little tomboyish me has never known anything steeper than a 1.5-inch heel.

Before I go, can I ask you all a favor? I found something on one of my friends' Live Journals . . . and, well, it would mean a lot if you could take a look at it:
Better than the Jehova's Witness -- the Johari Window
Here's a slice of cake if you did that.

I'll get around to your sites as soon as possible. ^_~ Chances are I've already read your posts, but haven't commented . . . which I will do shortly.

Until next time, I bid you all adieu.
I can faintly remember when this journal didn't suck so much.

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