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Achievements • greatest achievment saving peoples lives Anime Fan Since • the begging of time Favorite Anime • invader zim and gravitation and bleach Goals • photographer Hobbies • singing and writing and photography Talents • photography is the greatest and saving people from themselves is the second
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PERVERTED WEEK!!!!!
holy shit this week has been so perverteed im not joking everytime i turn around theres always something about sex sex sex sex sex....
there is a rumor now that you have to loose your virginity before you get out of high school or youll grow up to be a virgin and be like the 40 year old virgin NO lie!
MY BIRTHDAY IS THIS NEXT THURSDAY ILL BE 15!
hello
hello peeps sorry i havnt really been updating things have been going a little wrong latley there not going according to plsnned so yeah if you want to talk to me then ill be on so pm me if you want
hey peeps
sorry that i havnt been on not a good week this week ill be later on tonight im going to put pics up and stuff from youtube.com so ill be on later pm me
IM GOING TO KILL SOMEBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
IM NOT JOKING IM SERIOUS IM TIRED OF BEING FUCKING INNOCENT ANGEL JOEY. I DONT CARE IF YOU ARE MY FUCKING PARENT WHEN I GET OLDER YOUR NOT GOING TO BE IN CHARGE OF ME ANYMORE IM FUCKING 14 ALMOST 15 DAMMIT IM NOT GOING TO STAY THIS YOUNG FOR EVER
you see it all started out like this yesterday i was making arragments with my 16 year old friend steven and weve known each other for about 7 -8 monthes. i told him that my granmothers b day is this weekend and i was going out of town to bervard north carolina we have a vacation home up there any way he said if it was ok if he would like to come and we kind of like each other in a sense i was like that might be ok i asked my granmother who is really in charge if he could come she said she didnt care as long as i ask my dad and you know i thought my dad wouldnt ccare becasue one he doesnt know i like him and two he doesnt know steven likes me. i was like ok yeah sure and i was thinking bout how we could have fun over the weekend going to go see hte college im going to and blah this blah that i hop in the car today all i hear is this big fat shitty NO!
i look at him and do in a mocking voice no what and he goes( by the way he is my dad) he goes im not comfortable with it ok he wasnt comfortable with me going to the fucking prom now he isnt ok with me inviting a friend over WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU! HE IS A GOOD FRIEND
and i go just to be a smart ass well what are you so uncomfotable with....he is like YOU DONT NEED TO KNOW THAT I JUST AM well im like well im curious as to know why? and he says he isnt comfortable with his 14- almost 15 year old son go with his 16-17 year old friend up to the mountains
I WAS BEING NICE TO MY GRANMOTHER GOING TO GO FOR HER BIRTHDAY NOW IM NOT GOING BECASUE MY FRIEND ISNT GOING!
I WAS TRYING TO BE NICE YOU KNOW IM TIRED OF BEING A FUCKING INNOCENT KID MY DAD IS AN ATOM SMALL AWAY FROM SEEING THE UGLY VIOLENT ME I SWEAR EVERYTIME I TRY TO DO SOMETHING FUN SOMETHING ALWAYS SHOWS UP AS IF HE MAKES PLANS OR JUST DOESNT WANT ME TO BE HAPPY I SWEAR
come one come all to this tragic affair
hello people today was borng as hell nothin new im so tired
il put up some more of our story from gernard way
it was around this time that we met robs engineer, doug mckean so we could start making live demos.doug is a personality.right away we got along with him because he had the same sense of humoras us, very dark and very bleak. he also did a great impression of rob, something we would all get very good at.
we kept working and everything was going great, but there was a minor snag in the writing process. we had agreed to do a show in texas at this years SXSW, which meant we had to stop the flow rehearse and get on a plane. but the show was for a good cause. an orginazation called shirts for a cure, who we worked with as much as we could becasue it donated proceeds to cancer research. so we got our acts together and got on another airplane.
WHEN WE GOT BACK IS WHEN THINGS GOT DARK.REAL DARK.
we were excited when we got off the airplane, for the first time the sun was out and we had just played a great show at emo's. we even played "the end/dead!" for an encore becasue we were that amped to play infront of people again. rob met up with us and we started a demo again, attempting to get back into a groove.
IT DIDNT WORK.
we knew we were just a few songs away from tracking this album, which was shaping up to be grand, threatical.electic, and epic. for the first timewe had allowed the concept of the record to be shaped by songs themselves, as opposed to a pre-set story and it had worked.it had gone through many evolution but it was just starting to take shape.
NOW COMES ONE OF THE HARDEST PARTS.
im not going into too much detail about what happend and perhapes i never will. but there comes a time when you need to be much more than a friend, a band mate, or a brother. you have to learn to be there for each other in ways you never knew exsisted face things you never had to face together.
mental illness has always been an issue this band has a dealt with, but its somthing we've taken head-on. something we've always beaten. but this time depression hit one of us in a very severe way, and there was no shaking it off.
SOMEONE NEEDED HELP. SOMEONE NEEDED TO LEAVE THIS HOUSE.
it was the first time we tried to make music together while we were incomplete. it was paralyzing. then the house consumed us.
we walked around like zombies, not creating , not showering, not living. some never left there rooms.i left my pajama pants on for a week once, constantly fighting back the urge to just walk into the swimming pool and stand at the bottom until i couldnt breath. i would yell." im just going to walk into that fucking swimming pool one day!" we were all losing it. we had decided that we didnt want to video tape any of the writing process and at this point we were glad we didnt tape anything.
WE LOOKED LIKE GHOST AND WE HAUNTED THE HOUSE.
ok that is all im going to write of this book inorder for you to countinue the story youll have to buy the box set for mcr its really good im telling you its worth 39.00 lol ^ ^ well ill be on so pm me
mama were all going to hell
hello people today was good nothing new really happend though north carolina is boring as hell i swear to god it is lol....well im going to write more of the story so ill be on
we stepped out of the baggage claim at LAX and into the rain outside. i should mention that evertime we go to los angeles for any reason at all, it rains for the duration of our stay. people would always say things like " man, this is the most rain weve ever gotten in los angles!" " you guys bring the rain" it seemed like that.
we hopped in the rental car and started driving.it was late at night when we pulled up to these manacing gates, which held a sign that said:
THE PARAMOUR PRIVATE RESIDNENCE NO HONKING
bob hit the buzzer, exchanged some words with an intercom, and the gates slowly opened. i always thought this was for the desired effect of making it as creepy as possiable when you went in and it worked.we stepped out of the car, grabbed our bags and were let into our new home,THE PARAMOUR. it even sounds menacing doesnt it? it was.
as soon as you stepped in, you got a "shining" vibe. right away it felt like this place was going to consume you and eventually it would. there were so many hallways that seemed to lead somewhere dark, stairways that led to places that were very cold. the whole place was cold. the whole place seemed haunted. we figured this would work for us.
we all drew numbers to see whol got which room and it almost seemed like the house chose which one we got, becasue each room really seemed to fit each guy. except mikey. his room was terrifing to be in and i couldnt exactly tell you why...it just had a bad vibe to it.
the next day our gear arrived and we set up. you could tell that no one had slept very well an account of the cold or the fact that you always felt like someone was watching you. we set up the gear in this giant room with these amazing chandeliers and a dutch looking celing. the room sounded dark but it would work for what we needed.
we started working right away, realizing we were going to need some heaters in order to keep going. in fact, rod cavallo showed up the next day, he had to go back to his car after a while and get his jacket and gloves. we were really excited to see rob again and start working. he liked to stay out of our mix at this point and just let us do our thing. like he was still trying to read how we worked. rob was very interested in the physcology of a band and ultmily this is what helpedmake the record so great. there would be so many a night where one of us wouldneed to talk to him about something personal. and he was always there for us. he would work as long as we would sometimes staying very late giving us advice and giving us encouragement.
we would learn that rob was a wealth of musical information. he was like a human jukebox. you woulname a song and he would pick up a guitar and play it. and then he could tell you why the song was worked or he knew the story of how the band wrote it and why. one day he walked over to the keyboard and played the forst bars of " bohemian rhaposody". he turned to see five guys staring at him ike we had caught him stealing cookies or something. we just smiled. it was then that we had always wanted but were always missing. the piano was a missing piece in many ways...and it helped us complete the sound we wanted to create.
ill stop there and countinue tommorow i hope everybody had a great day
IM GOING TO KILL SOMEBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 
come one come all to this tragic affair 
mama were all going to hell