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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

   come one come all to this tragic affair
hello people today was borng as hell nothin new im so tired
il put up some more of our story from gernard way


it was around this time that we met robs engineer, doug mckean so we could start making live demos.doug is a personality.right away we got along with him because he had the same sense of humoras us, very dark and very bleak. he also did a great impression of rob, something we would all get very good at.
we kept working and everything was going great, but there was a minor snag in the writing process. we had agreed to do a show in texas at this years SXSW, which meant we had to stop the flow rehearse and get on a plane. but the show was for a good cause. an orginazation called shirts for a cure, who we worked with as much as we could becasue it donated proceeds to cancer research. so we got our acts together and got on another airplane.
WHEN WE GOT BACK IS WHEN THINGS GOT DARK.REAL DARK.
we were excited when we got off the airplane, for the first time the sun was out and we had just played a great show at emo's. we even played "the end/dead!" for an encore becasue we were that amped to play infront of people again. rob met up with us and we started a demo again, attempting to get back into a groove.
IT DIDNT WORK.
we knew we were just a few songs away from tracking this album, which was shaping up to be grand, threatical.electic, and epic. for the first timewe had allowed the concept of the record to be shaped by songs themselves, as opposed to a pre-set story and it had worked.it had gone through many evolution but it was just starting to take shape.
NOW COMES ONE OF THE HARDEST PARTS.
im not going into too much detail about what happend and perhapes i never will. but there comes a time when you need to be much more than a friend, a band mate, or a brother. you have to learn to be there for each other in ways you never knew exsisted face things you never had to face together.
mental illness has always been an issue this band has a dealt with, but its somthing we've taken head-on. something we've always beaten. but this time depression hit one of us in a very severe way, and there was no shaking it off.
SOMEONE NEEDED HELP. SOMEONE NEEDED TO LEAVE THIS HOUSE.
it was the first time we tried to make music together while we were incomplete. it was paralyzing. then the house consumed us.
we walked around like zombies, not creating , not showering, not living. some never left there rooms.i left my pajama pants on for a week once, constantly fighting back the urge to just walk into the swimming pool and stand at the bottom until i couldnt breath. i would yell." im just going to walk into that fucking swimming pool one day!" we were all losing it. we had decided that we didnt want to video tape any of the writing process and at this point we were glad we didnt tape anything.
WE LOOKED LIKE GHOST AND WE HAUNTED THE HOUSE.

ok that is all im going to write of this book inorder for you to countinue the story youll have to buy the box set for mcr its really good im telling you its worth 39.00 lol ^ ^ well ill be on so pm me

seeya

ryuichi sakuma
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