Tuesday, November 16, 2004

   ok.. cool
iight well the deep moment shall be longated and i shall be deep from now on, no more funny eric online, form now on(or at least until i get tired of it) i shall be deep. hmmm. ok let's just get into it. prater, you have a way with words, it's confusing at first, but i got what you were saying, and i feel you on that one. the "wanted" as you so refered to her is very confusing to me, one moment she says that we should just be friends and the next moment i am saying the right stuff, i don't get it, i want her, and i was straight up with her, and she has not been intirely straight up with me, either that or i am leading myself on and geting my hopes up, and that myfriends is not a good thing. you se i htink this girl is worth all the work and so all the work that i have to do is not that much of a chore for me, but i don't want to be doing all that work for nothing, ya know.
and there is aparentaly a flaw, people that are my friends, have told me to try and get to know her, and i am all down for that, i know her kind of, but there are things i would like to know about her that i should ask her, but now it looks like i would be doing it because people have suggested me to. but that is irrelevant, becaue i do know one thing about her and that is that i like her and so i need to get on that other stuff, like her favorite music, color, all that stuff that is very spasific, and i dunno what will happen from there. and she is my friend so if nothing else i'm gaining knowledge about a friend, and thus getting tighter with my friends. yeah mabye i should do that with all my friends. good idea.
but yeah my computer at the house cought a virus or something, i have know idea waht, i came home from church on sun, and it would not start up for no one. so yeah i'm in the libiary at like 8:00 doinm this crap and, being sensitive in front of all thease people is kinda, well... not fun, it's cool when i am like that around people who understand that about me, and those who don't need too.
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Sunday, November 14, 2004

   let em be deep for two seconds
iight. if you know me and you have stayed overnight with me ither at a camput or at someone's house, you know that i get very deep, and all that jazz in the wee hours of the night and well this being a semi- we hour(11ish), i shall only be deep for like two seconds. now i kinda made a pact with myself and i shall break it eairly for you all so you can see the more sensitive, or deeper side of me.
well yoiu know when you want something people tell you that it is worth waiting for, and i concur with that statement. but what if what you want does not want to be wanted, what is a brother to do. well there is my moment as a phylosophical genious, and i am done cuse i just spelled phylosophical wrong, i think.

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Saturday, November 13, 2004

   hahaha
man st.jerome's cathloic church rules on the court. at least when we beat mt. carmel 50 to 21, so let them talk smack now, AND1 ho. hahaha. and you know what is funny, i mean relly funny, when a friend of yours falls on a slick floor when they are playing basketball and you knever thought they would step on the court. hahahahahaha. sooo funny. hahaha. anyways, i shot a 3pointer and sunk it, i was sooo cool. i "J" for JESUS. ha ha. and 1. but yeah i'm gonna get back to this HALO 2 thing. and i'll holla at ya later.
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Friday, November 12, 2004

   YEAAAHHH!
yes this is soo cool, the guitar is such a cool instrument and so much fun to play. man i just learned this son i grew up on and it is called "closing time". it is such a fun song to play. but anyways, i have to go put the kitchen floor in with my dad so i'll holla at yall later.
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Thursday, November 11, 2004

   MAN!
DARN IT. we lost to hampton, i did see it coming, but it was just like the election, it looked like we had a shot, but just when we thought we had it we gave up.

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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

   yet again
man do i suck at the english languange(like it wasn't obvoius with the way i write on here haha).
neways yeah. today was a over all good day. i had to do no work in my engeneering drawing class cuse i'm a beast in that and that's what i'm gonna do with my life so yeah i'm a beast. and then throughout the day i was soo tired, and yes that is because of swimming, oh man my abs and hip muscles hurt bad i have not used them i guess in a while. but anyways, back to me sucking at the english languange, it's kinda like this, when you want to do something but you can't and you know you can't and your ok with that because you understand why, and it is all good, but there is something you still don't understand it and you just say it with out thinking it through it comes out wrong. well that's kinda what happend i think. see, i was feeling like she was bein weird, not on purpose, but like thins were just fellin weird on my end, like i felt like i was loosing a friend and that was never my intention for my feelings. but so then i got that cleared up and said that right, and that was cool, glad we are still friends, cuse that is what is important in the long run. but then i made the stupidest mistake in the world. i asked her if i should move on, and she was like i thought i told you to a while ago. and i was like(in my mind), well ok things have changed kinda in the situation. and thin i just left for class. then when i'm in class a friend of mine, let's call him bob, and bob asked me what happened, and i told him what i told her and was mad cuse i said it wrong. and he told me that if i was trying to ask her out i did it too eairly and i didn't give her enough time. and this was when i figured out thati said things wrong, and officialy sucked at the english languange. cuse like that was not my intention. my intention for the disscussion that i had with her today was(and i should have said it like this) to 1. make sure that she knew that i was still her friend that she could talk to and no matter what happened or did not happen i would still be that, a friend. and 2. to see if she felt the same way about me, and i wasn't trying to ask so that i could ask her out soon, no. i was only asking to see if i had to put away my feelings for good, or did i have to pack them up and ignore them till she was ready and see what would happen then.
That was the whole point of my talk today and i hope she didn't take it the wrong way. but yeah all i was trying to do was to see if i had to get over her for good or not, as in if she liked me, but did not want to get into anything now, or if she didn't feel the same way and i just needed to chill for good.
but i fully understand either way. i understand that she like, JUST broke up with her boyfriend and all and there is stuff to work on there, and if she didn't like me that's cool too i can deal with rejection, but i just wanted to know that way i could do what i needed to do with my feelings.
so there that is all i hope i cleard it up for everyone, especially those people who told me that i didn't wait long enough to make a move, cuse that is not even what it was about.
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Tuesday, November 9, 2004

   this is soo funny, cuse it kinda applies to me
A woman has a close male friend. This means that he is probably interested in her, which is why he hangs around so much. She sees him strictly as a friend. This always starts out with, you're a great guy, but I don't like you in that way. This is roughly the equivalent for the guy of going to a job interview and the company saying, You have a great resume, you have all the qualifications we are looking for, but we're not going to hire you. We will, however, use your resume as the basis for comparison for all other applicants. But, we're going to hire somebody who is far less qualified and is probably an alcoholic. And if he doesn't work out, we'll hire somebody else, but still not you. In fact, we will never hire you. But we will call you from time to time to complain about the person that we hired.
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   well, well, well
iight well. let me just start off by saying i have esp. prater call a brother on that one. man. iight enough of that on to a diffrent subject.
let's talk about a few things...(cuse i haven't been able to update in a while) first off i have to say that the new jimmy eat world cd is grrrreat. amasing. and you all should go out and buy it. second.. i'd like to tackle why i haven't been able to update. this is a many reason subject. i had sooo much hw last week that i O.D.ed on it. and then on top of that i was going to swiming three days out of the week and getting tired as crap. and then at the end of the week i thought i was going to get a respite(a well deserved rest),but alass i did not get enough sleepat pumpkin chunkin, which by the way is one of the cooolest events in which people chunk pumpkins through the air. and then i went to church on sun and did not get a good night's sleep, then yesterday i almost passed out in the pool(soo tired) then got home and couldn't sleep then. man i am scrambilin. so that is that.....
wait i think i'm forgeting something.......... oh yeah that a hole of a dude broke up with her. i fell like i should be jumoing for joy and stuff but it is soo sad what happened, but i;m not going to put her business out there.. the only thing i need to be conserned with is that they broke up.. yet she said she's going to take a LONG, LONG, LONG, break from guys, which i respect, and semi agree with. that means i will lay low, yet hypothesizing that she fells the same way, hope she does, i would not like to get shafted, as in i don't want to miss out. so there that is all the catching up yall need. and good day.
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Tuesday, November 2, 2004

   GOT THAT GOOD OL' CLASS RING
GOT THAT GOOD OL' CLASS RING it is sooooo cool
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   arggg
arrrggg. my calf hurts soo bad. i have never swam on a team before in my life, and for some reason, probabally to get in shape for baseball, i have decided to swim on the school's team. it was crasy, i swam well and enjoyed my time there but my calf was pulled and it hurts like crap. but anyways. i think this website thing is cool and i would think it is even cooler if more people visited and comented on my stuff. it's not like i am putting life or death situations up, but it would be cool to hear from other people and get some feed back. but yeah i am chillin right now. i am good and i get another day off from school so we can elect some donkey(jack, well you get the drift, it's what they both are) to run our country, and i want it to be over so that people will shut up about it. but other than a looming project and some needed guitar practice there is not much for me to do other than sit here and complain, but alas i have a projec to do so i will only bore you for like a paragraph if not less. i need to clarify the flan thing. really. well, this is what happened... i was at lunch sitting there with a few friends, and her. so then one of my friends, greg, had one of his friends bring over some flan that she made, and i hate flan because of a certin incadent where i threw up alot after eating it, but then whiel he had it and afterwords no one would drop the subject and i felt like i was gonna throw up and then she was acting weird and i figured out that i was not over her and so i was again in the same boat. there i am done and i have cleared any miss conseptions on how flan worked in that story and why i dislike flan. iight well the project is beckoning so i'll have to complain more later. oh and if you are wondering local fortune is kinda the band i am in, we are still working on lagistics and members, there is a need for a bassist and we are still deciding on the type of music to play. but yeah we are getting the ball roling i hope soon enough.
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