Monday, November 1, 2004

   i hate flan!
well another day another grevence.
it is like this, one goes about and has a great weekend, totalay void of someone and has a good time chillin with the fellas.he plays video games, works on some songs, and goes to bush to enjoy a final day at halloscream, and thinks he is over a certain person, then flan enters the equation. man i did not think of the flan, there was no flan in my equation. CRAP. it sucks and this is probabaly the first if not millions of times i say how much stuff sucks, cuse it never works out for me. mabye i am destened to not keep the girls i want or to get over other girls quickly, or mabye to not get the ones i want all togeathter. yeah that sucks, my mouth dropped writing it. but yeah back to the flan thing, my grandmaw from purto rico makes some of the best flan i have ever tasted, and i used to like it, but one time she made it and for some reason i did not like a single bite of it, and i threw up the whole ting the second i went upstairs, and now i hate it. so naturally when my friend greg got some everyone found out and i was being made fun of, but not a laugh at me thing a laugh with me thing, and i was gaging and coughing, it sucked the flan IS that bad, and man i was scrambilin, and figured out i wasn''t over her, but i hope it is only a matter of time, cuse the time till then and the time now, sucks. it sucks to have to sit there and pretend that stuff is all good and not tell her what is on my mind, but it is all good, that is why i have this to complain to. iight well flan is bad remember that and peace out till the next time i need to complain.
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Friday, October 29, 2004

   iight here it goes
this is the second installment of the long awaited life of me. eric. if you know me then you know how cool of a person i am. i'm 16 by the way and am going on 17 here in about a month or less. but there are a few things that i would like to get off my chest.
iight here it goes. i am a realy cool guy, but i am the type with feelings, i usually don't let it show that often though, but this is so exclusive i think i will let you all in on some stuff. there is this girl right and for conversation purposes, and so i don't have to revel her name and get myself into any trouble we shall call her videl, from the good ol' GT. but anyways, i kinda got fellings for her and i dunno how to read her sometimes, it's odd sometimes i get this vibe from her.. but it may just be my wishfull thinking. so i get thease fellings for her and i'm thinkin.. woa where did these come from, cuse i had known her for about a year and did not theink of her that way, not because she's ugly...no no no my friends she is beautiful. but that was besides the point. she is a friendly person easy to get along with and thus the vibe i mentioned eairlier. but i think it was when what i like to refer to as the "eye" incedent happened. she had hurt her eye and well.. it was funny, and being the funny guy i am i ponted out the humor, she was just sooo serious about it and seemed to be bumed out so i had to lighten the mood, and so the eye jokes came. i joked on her from the firs day the eye was injures to the day you could barley tell, and there was laughing, and alot of laughing, but in the end i was sad to see it go. and i didn't know why, it was oblivious to me, i tried and tried to figure it out, and finnaly came to the conclusion that i had feelings for her. it was crasy though thease feelings were not just a physical attraction, i liked to make her feel better, and i liked being around her. but there was one huge problem she had a boyfriend. and right around the corner was homecoming. so the week goes by and all i hear from her is the he is such an #$$ hole and that she is going to break up with him and go to homcoming and enjoy it with friends. so i'm like yeah this is my ticket in, i'll tell her how i feel and everything could work out, the all of a suddden the next day she is saying how they patched things up and everything is grovy now. i'm like ##$! this sucks. and so i had to tell her the next weekend, because a friend of mine was "talking" (means trying to get the hook up with) one of her best friends, so i thought i could talk to her about it and she could do a little recon for me and so insted she goes and tells videl evry thing and now she knows. she confronts me at church and i tell her what's up and she reminds me of the grim truth that she has a booyfriend.. as if i didn't already know. but now it is after homecoming and i had to sit there and see her dance with him and it sucked. and the thing is is that this girl can dance around a subject like there is no tomarrow, and it's cuse she's so smart. but now i have to decide if i should move on and never come back to thease feelings or do i hold on to them although i might have to wait a while to talk to her but yeh didn't mean to tale up your time.

talk to yall later.

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   well this is the first...
well this is the first of my probabally many postings. and i would like to warn all.. this is a site where i wil moan and complain about everything from politics to girls. many of you might see me as an emo dude and that's cool i respect that. as a matter of fact all i can play are chords so basically that's all i do other than trying to decipher the tabs that are online. but do not confuse me with the type of guy that all he does is moan about girls and al that but that is what this site is about for now, it's a place where i can complain becaue all my friends are tired of me complaining to them about one girl in particular. but that is another story for another post. but this is a forewarnig and if that's not what you want to read then this is not the place for you .
if you like all types of music, and fine females then yyou might wnat to contact me, also if you are an avid musician and want to talk bout that then that's cool too. iight well i'm out and you can check out my site all the time and that is what you will get.
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