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Thursday, May 11, 2006


*sigh* things didn't go so well.
wellz as the subject for this post reads, things didn't go so wellz. I'm happy that I told him thou. *sigh* He says that I'm "too young". MY ASS!!! I'm only two years younger than him! *sigh* I guess he said that to make me feel better, but it didn't I feel like a total fool. From now on I'm not gonna care for guyz, my carrer is my prime goal rite now. Oh and making ALL OF THEM REGRET that they broke my heart. It's already been three strikes for my heart,a nd I think it needs to get off the game. *sigh* I still think about him thou, I can't get over it just yet. *sigh* oh wellz I hope time will help me heal these scars. SO basicallt this is my plan from here until next year.
1) Lose A LOT OF WEIGHT! MUST BE 112!!!!
2) Care ONLY for things and PEOPLE worth caring and worring about.
3) I MUST focus on my carrer. Life's too distracting as it is.

So yea. Those are my three goals. But *sigh* I hope destiny doesn't interfere with it. *sigh* I don't think I could handle antoher heart break. Other wise this happy, hyper, nice, kind LokiRagnarok, I'm afraid won't be here anymore. i'll be too sad and depressed. Plus I've already lost ENOUGH self-confendence in the past, now adding this, wellz there's barely anything left now. BUT! I will strive and live on for tomarrow, and the bright future that I know lies ahead for me. ^-^ So yea *sigh*. Thanx for those who prayed for me. I guess things where never ment to be. Wut stora makes me REALLY sad thou. is that I think my crush might like a really good friend of mine. So yea. *sigh* oh wellz, wutz gone is gone. Even if I want to hold it in my hands and make time stay still, I can't. I just need to move on and forget about him. Hopefully time will be kind and help heal these scars that are still fresh in my heart and mind. *sigh*

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