Saturday, December 17, 2005

   not gonna pretend im alright....
ive decided, why bother??
its no secret that maybe 'Paris' would rather hang with some fun'loving girly girls....not at all.....its no secret that i may act 'emo' at times....yesterday,at lunch,me & Jessica got Amanda & we went to our spot...i could see Paris with Denise & Jessica O running towards the bathrooms...so i shrugged it off & held Amanda's rubberband, Tweety, while her & Jess played with a ball....i was reading a mag & paris & her crew came over screamin cuz Denise broke Jose's cell phone....cuz they were imitating me & it fell...did paris really think i wouldnt care that they were doing that??? i like Denise,she's such a sweetheart.....but it kinda hurt to know that paris was doing that...i ignored them.Stasha came over then they went somewhere,to give Jose the phone cuz Denise fixed it & stasha came over & was all 'sorry we left you!!!' and im like 'i dont really mind' i was really thinkin, 'paris does it all the time!!! it doesnt matter!!'
i cant take it....jess & AManda are my friends,but theyre so,uh...uber hyper-crazy....im more quiet i guess...so ive been talkin to Aman,& i think i am gonna go to stagg wit her...even tho i still like dmitriy from like 3 years ago.....i need a change...im gonna go clean the house now,cuz my mom is depressed & she says she wishes she wasnt alive....well she's not the only one who is depressed these days....

Happy Holidays Gangstas
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Thursday, December 15, 2005

Hey guys!!! if u havent already,you should visit Emo-ly!!!
add her as a friend and all that stuff!!! kay,i gotta go--dont forget to sign Emo-ly's GB!!!
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

   .....i miss kirstin......
it was today....all day i knew what was coming...in 5th period,i almost cried...at like 4:00 marybel came & we went to kirstin's house....around 6:00 we were leaving.her family had already left somewhere.we were standing on her porch & marybel gave her a hug & as i hugged her i said 'im gonna cry' & i started bawling....i miss her like hell & its only been 2 hours....i dont wanna talk about it...im cryin again...
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Monday, December 12, 2005

   fucker bitches....
my gae asss skool sent home a 'notice' about MySpace & their concern of our internet safety...HA!! they dont give a damn about our safety!!! i gave my notice to MArybel...dunno what she wants with it...prolly gonna show her sister so they can laugh about it....
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Sunday, December 11, 2005

teh dark mark...
went x-mas shoppin today...daddy gave me & sis 100 bucks each...spent it all i did...i bought this sick ass dark mark keychain flashlight that flashes the dark mark...and this metal dark mark keychain as well...got a flashy dark mark fer my sis & a metal slytherin keychain fer my sis also....im teh coolio-est Slytherin eva......
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Saturday, December 10, 2005

   what a day.....
eh....mommy finally took me to the mall at like 7 at nite right before tatu was gonna perform on madtv!!! but so we were at hot topic & guess who i see???? none other than gorgeous sexxiii Mzre!!then i saw the mcr dolls & i HAD to have them so mommy gave me the bags & told me to get lost so i went to game stop.and i waited.Mommy bought me the FMA pocketwatch but i dont get it till xmas.so then me & my sis got our ears pierced again!!! then mommy went to the disney store fer teh baby bro & me & sis went to hot topic to look fer a how to draw manga book fer Kirstin.i couldnt find one so we left.guess who i saw as i left??? MILES!!!!! he is still as sexxii as gorgeous as boyishly cute as ever....sigh...man i luff him =)
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Thursday, December 8, 2005

   Teh Cool Kidz...??
awww man...when Kirstin moves,im not gonna have anything...she kept me grounded,happy,out of depression.When i started to hang with her, i realized that life wasnt so bad.I stopped drawing 'dark,gothy' pics & stuff....i totally lightened up...i mean,she is the only one i can talk to about my problems.i dunno what im gonna do when she's gone.....im afraid im gonna be all uber-emo & cry myself to sleep every nite & be a total freak!!! the worst part is,im reliving last year almost.
what was i listening to?
last year:3 cheers for sweet revenge
this year:same
what did i lose:Ryan moved away,right when i realized how much i enjoyed his company
this year:Kirstin!!!!
and the whole 'nick' thing!!!! aghhh! why?!?! Me,sis,Tati & Fiana are goin x-mas shoppin on saturday...Marybel & Thomas might come...theyre my best friends & all,but i really dont want them to come.its supposed to be just like last year,just us 4.who knows???maybe i'll relive everything & u-kno-who will be there!!!
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Tuesday, December 6, 2005

   SHELLEY!!!!!!!!!!
yea wallas,guys, wallas....so..i dont remember if i already posted....i think i did.omg!! last nite,i was stressed out so i cut off a chunk of my bangs (???)
so they were kinda messed up so i brought scissors & a comb to school & at break me marybel & kirstin went to go try ta fix em but theyre not fini so tomorrow im gonna go to Kirstin's house after school & her proffesional mommy is gonna fix em....im not gonna tell my mom till Kirstin's mommy fixes em....damn...oh yea!! Shelley!!! Shelley is my new idol......besides Rumiko Takahashi & Ai Yazawa that is.....Shelley is gorgeous,i wanna be just like her!!!! thats why i got bangs!!! damn i sound like a lil girl....kay my lil sis wants me to go downstairs wit her....

peace out gangstas & pimps/pimpettes!!!!

xoxoMana_Xoxox
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   SHELLEY!!!!!!!!!!
yea wallas,guys, wallas....so..i dont remember if i already posted....i think i did.omg!! last nite,i was stressed out so i cut off a chunk of my bangs (???)
so they were kinda messed up so i brought scissors & a comb to school & at break me marybel & kirstin went to go try ta fix em but theyre not fini so tomorrow im gonna go to Kirstin's house after school & her proffesional mommy is gonna fix em....im not gonna tell my mom till Kirstin's mommy fixes em....damn...oh yea!! Shelley!!! Shelley is my new idol......besides Rumiko Takahashi & Ai Yazawa that is.....Shelley is gorgeous,i wanna be just like her!!!! thats why i got bangs!!! damn i sound like a lil girl....kay my lil sis wants me to go downstairs wit her....

peace out gangstas & pimps/pimpettes!!!!

xoxoMana_Xoxox
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   Shounen Ai
damn!!! im dumb.ive been wondering what shounen ai means....all i had to do was use my brain!!! Shounen as in like boy & ai as in like love!!! love between boys!!! damn im a retard...yes,my friends would totally freak out from shounen ai/yaoi......its quite funny...but really,whats the big deal with yaoi anyhow???? yea,its great & all that but doesnt anyone like yuri???????????
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