Thursday, July 20, 2006

   mixe, michelle, siennnna
mixe said he'd pay me thru mail but i say 'no, for you free!!' & he's like 'surprise me hun'
dude i luffff him.
almost as much as i luff sonny.
and molly cuz if it werent for her i wouldnt know mixe.

i did michelllles piccy..
and started mixe's.
im afraid his is gonna look too much like sonny's!!!! grrrrrr.
he keeps telling me to surprise him so yea, hope he's surprised!! he is soooo uber cute!! i posted a bulletin that said i drew sora from KH & he messaged me & said 'sowa'
how cuteeeeeeee


lurve him.
did ya know they lived in san fran for 10 years??
and moved back to L.A. the time i went to L.A.?? i wonder if they were at disneyland for the millenium...i was lol.
um, so i have to go & fin mixes pic & mail it to him!!!!


bye!
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Friday, July 14, 2006

   WARPED TOUR!!!!
Shelley is so cute, she calls it WURPED TOUR...i heart her<3333
anywayssss...it ebded up being me, megan, & my lil sissy, who's 12 & freakin LOVES the academy is...
so we get there & we're just walking around, & we go over by the gym class heros tent, & freakin travis mccoy is standing there!!! and were all shaking & like can we take a picture with you??? he was a sweety cake & he's uber tallll..

by the way i was pissed cuz we get there at like...somewhere between 11:45 & 12 something. the tickets say is starts at 12, & text for the band schedule, & Hellogoodbye had a;ready performed at the hurley stage at 11 something, dude i wanted to see them!!
so we saw armor for sleep at the hurley stage, then we walked around then saw greeley estates at the hurley stage...I LOVE THEM SOOOO MUCH!!! Ryan is hottttttttttttttttttt!! then we saw 2 seconds of anti-flag then saw GCH and then TAI accoustic in a tiny myspace tent, & we got TAI autographs!! they signed me & my sis's shirts. we were wearing clandestine tanks, & they did the lil clandestine sign when they saw us....lol then meghan had disappeared during GCH so we wnet to meet greeley estates



we left early but it was cool cuz we did what we wanted to do..but half the beands i wanted to see werent there...halifax, paramore, afi, FFTL...afi canceled i think cuz one of them got hurt..and i didnt see underoath cuz we left early.

but when we were waiting for meg's mom to get us, these guys let us listen to their band, & we bought their demo cd, theyre called Mayday Parade, check them out!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, July 10, 2006

   bleh
ooooooooh diem i love yooooh!!you guys are actually entitled to go see the fanart i submitted.
one pic.
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Thursday, July 6, 2006

   I was bored??.....//////hehe

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Monday, July 3, 2006

   howwwwwwws it??
yo im takin requests on muh myspace...
so yeaaaaa..
dudes, im bummmmed.
im not seein FFTL at warped.
im going, but they had to cancel.
sonny needs throat surgery again=[[
soooooooo
im gonna send molly this pic i drew ESPECIALLY FOR SONNY
and she's gonna give it to him.
yo i love molly she's the besterest
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Friday, June 23, 2006

   whoah.
Me & Paris found out Slade moved...befpre we could even tell him=[[

We graduated last nite.
We were sitting there. My row sat down.Next row went. The next one, with Paris in it was about to go when i looked behind me & saw Amanda, sitting next to Marciel, with teary eyes. Then i said to myself dont crack, everyones here watching.
But how could i not?? Seeing Amanda there, little crazy hyper amanda, all quiet & sad looking really hit me. She is moving, & i wont be able to see her in high school. I love my friends so much, but Amanda is one of the best. So yea, i cried. I told Tati i wouldnt but i did. when we got outside, my sis was being hella rude & was sticking a video camera in my face..HELLLO?? does it LOOK like i want a camera in my face?? My mom was taking pics of me with all my friends, but i was crying in all of them..& when i couldnt take anymore of it, my mom made me do more cuz she said i was making my dad feel bad..so she took the picture of me standing there with my dad, bawling my eyes out. Everyone looked so beautiful..Ive seriously never seen them all look so amazing.I was standing there crying with like, amanda or someone, & Lelauni came & hugged me, crying kinda too, saying "its okay we graduated!!"

During the ceremony, as soon as i sat down, i saw evelyn crying. evelyn is such a skank, but it was sad.
Janelle was giving a speech..janelle miss ghetto loud but everyone loves her..and when she got to the part where she especially wanted to thank Mr.Fultz & Mr.B for always caring about her when she was ad, she lost it. It was the saddest thing ever. It was one of the worst, yet one of the best days of my life.


And today was the last day of school. I didnt get my diploma cuz i "lost" one of my books. Bull shit they lost the fuckin book & im not paying for it. So the little assembly ends & 8tyh graders get let out early. me & paris stayed in the gym & i took a pic of her with Mr.B..but after i took the pic i started crying. And paris had tears in her eyes too but she said dont cry. We were saying goodbye to everyone, & she had lots of tears but wasnt bawling, & she asked if we could say goodbye to Mr.Bradford. Me her & Jessica hugged him goodbye, but as we were walking to him, i heard paris break down. then we went to hug mrs. mckinsey & she's like why are you guys crying & paris said "cuz im never gonna see you again" & she said we would & that she'd come to our high school graduation..

We will see our teachers again. We'll see them all again, when we visit, when Mr.B subs at the high school, all the time. I never thought id miss the teachers this much=]]
but i have the best. even if i didnt hav a 4.0 this year, i have the best.im gonna miss everyone so much...even tho i hated everyone so much=]]


the worst part was...paris was wearing a t-shirt that siad DONT YOU[forget about me]
with a pic of the Breakfast Club..and was listening & sisnging that graduation song by Vitamin C...
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Sunday, June 18, 2006

   I dont know..
Its screwed.
Its allll screwed.

We went to Great America yesterday.
graduating class.

On the ride back, i sat with Paris. Meghan was sitting with us, but grand-mutha took her to the upper section.
I decided to tell paris bout Slade. She said that Ashley thought i hated her. Ashley was sure i hated her. And i kinda did. I think part of the reason i didnt like her was that i didnt want to get close to hewr at all...because..Im not gonna say why.

But she's nice..and even tho in some ways she stole my best friend, i fell bad. I feel bad that i never gave her a chance. she's buying paris tickets to see AFI & she told her to take any friend she wanted. paris said me & ashley said she wouldnt go, so we could have fun. i feel bad. im gonna let her know i dont hate her.

I told paris about me & slade, & she was completely okay with it. she was super happy. so were gonna go up to him on monday & tell him=]]]

Dima broke my heart.
He really really did.
But Paris does this love life thing with cards that is really true, & it says we love each other but there is a reason why we cant really, & theres a girl in between us. Thanks Amarie.
Screwed it up.
at first i thought it was Kay, but its not...
its cool, cards say its better between me & slade.
oh god.

i cant do this.
graduate on thursday.
Were hardly even gonna be at school this week cuz of graduation stuff, like practice at the high school.
and its my last week with slade..
please dont break my heart boyyyyyyy...



icantdothis

i love you too much
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Saturday, June 10, 2006

   Me===verrrrrry hurrrt =[[[
And no i didnt step on a rock=[

Kay i changed my mind, i dont feel sorry for you, & ur a rich bitch, dirty hoe.

Dema ur still an ass no matter how effin gorgeous you are, & id like to show a stick up ur white ass

Slade i will miss you bad, no matter what anyone says, & i wont be bad wiffout you...i <3 yooo

Meg ur the only one not going behind my back & i love yoo dearly, i'll hate HS without you

Sienna ur my baby doll & without yoo im incomplete. We'll be grown up soon & we can get famous in L.A.=]] i luv yoo more than them

Thomas i didnt lose yoo. im gonna miss u more than anybody, but thats why were best friends.

paris you went behind my back, you betrayed me, but i will always love you, even after i prove that im the only mean girl in this town


I love you all dearly, but why'd you have to go breakin my heart like that????




-h
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Thursday, June 8, 2006

   Ima evil whore hahaha!!!
YESSSSS!!!!
well i told you all about Slade & stuff, well now i have decided to take matters in my own hands!!!
well obv im crazy about him, even if i deny it,soooooooo, im gonna talk to him..actually, i cant really talk to him, or else peeps will get suspicious, & paris will hunt me down, but i'll figure something out, especially since we only gots 2 weeks left!!! prepare to hear the most emo-est post ever in 2 weeks....i'll be crying nonstop about how much i miss him.

and its obv that i have to make the first move, sooooo...i'll tell you what i do when i do it...i guess i'll write him a letter, cuz liek i said, if she sees us talking, she will hunt us down & try to find out what we were saying..when she liked eddie, one day after school he was talking to me about class or something stupid & she came out & asked what we were talking about...im like nothing really...and she's like i saw you guys..and im like yea but i dont remember what we were saying......



GRRRRR!!!
I LOVE SLADE & IM GONNA MAKE HIM LOVE ME BACKKKKK<33333



p.s. the other day i was sad that my mom wouldnt take me to the mall since i was sad & emo at school so i went to my room & listened to Slipknot((slade)) & hawthorne heights then i watched lizzie mguire. it was the last episode & i was like bawling, cuz it reminded me that it is almost the end of our school year...then that head automatica song...makes me cry toooo...


the two guys i'll miss the most...

SLADE & THOMAS.
Thomas my best buddie & slade my lover...


i told meghan today that i wanted to go to mr. fultz's class at lunch & she's all "to be with your boyfriend?"

haha exactly megggie
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Sunday, June 4, 2006

   everybody sins!!!
i should get over him, but for me, my biggest sin is loving a guy like him.
i know ive posted millions of times how i hate him & he's an asshole, but to tell the truth & nothing but the truth,
I think i love him.
and thats so funny coming from a 14 year old, but its probably true.
I try to forget about him & make myself despise him, but just cant.
he's one of those people that, no matter how much you hate, you'll always love.
and ive always wondered when id fall in love for real.....
you tell me.
all i want is him though...
someday i'll look back at this & waht will i think??
why should i know, i aint a psychic..



but i cant help, fallllin in love withhhhh youuuu<3
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