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Monday, August 27, 2007
A lot has changed
so I last posted on Spring Break. That was the week that would either make or break me & I knew it. So now, what, 5 months later? Im older, stronger, smarter. Im not falling over for the wrong guys anymore. Im not torturing myself just to make a guy happy. Im taking it slow. If I meet someone I really like, someone who likes me too, for me & not for my boobs or whatever, then great. And if I dont, thats fine too. Im focusing on my life right now, and what I can do to make it better for me. Me &Paris are at the alltime high in our friendship, and Im really happy. Me & Ginny are presidents of the HP club at school, and its something I really wanna do. And no, theres no boy. Theres no one Im hurting myself for, no one Im lusting after. But there is one boy, one who makes me smile. He frustrates me, because he isnt interested in all the typical stuff. Hes sorta hard to get to, but when I hear his voice, i melt.
His names Tony.
I first met him last year in health & now he's in my 6th period. And today he smiled at me, and we talked a bit. And his smile was sincere, not fake, or forced, like mark's or d's. His was sweet. I felt myself almost fall over & i wonde rif he noticed..i wonder if he noticed that he broke my barrier, the barrier I had had up for months, protecting myself from all the wrong guys. And he was sweet & kind, and he talked to me because. He didnt look at my chest, he looked at my eyes. And isnt that all we all want??
yours trulyy.
can you see the difference?
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