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Thursday, April 13, 2006


HOLDUP BITCHES!!
i just deleted like half my friends on myspace..and bouts to delete more...
i realized, that besides friends & family, i only really loved 2 PEOPLE...or maybe only one of them..those two people are russian & chloe...yea i love them both...me & chloe had a weird friendship, if u wanna call it that...i was in love with her the moment i walked into that 6th grade class...it was a new school for all of us. she was sooo beautiful..even tho she was wearing baggy pants & a white tee, & her hair was in a plain ponytail, i was still amazed...she has the most amazing eyes ive ever seen..the most amazing beauty.since then we've both changed...i remember on the last day of school, we were sitting in my front yard with her puppy, & she told me how she remembered when she didnt like me..i remembered too..it was nice to hear her say that, to talk about the past..and to know that she liked me now.but then one day she said it was her last day..cuz she moved to san diego. i was heartbroken, but i didnt even know it...looking at her pictures, it kinda hurts...cuz i did care for her..not in a lesbian way, not just a friend way either.today, i only know of 2 'perfect people'....but to me, the most perfect person in the world will always be chloe...her faults.everything about her. I never really got her, & i dont think i ever will.i wonder if she got me..probably not.friends like that only come once in a lifetime, & my time is gone, moved to san diego.now all i have is the memory of walking home, too shy to really talk, but smiling every time i saw her.

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