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Sunday, June 18, 2006


   I dont know..
Its screwed.
Its allll screwed.

We went to Great America yesterday.
graduating class.

On the ride back, i sat with Paris. Meghan was sitting with us, but grand-mutha took her to the upper section.
I decided to tell paris bout Slade. She said that Ashley thought i hated her. Ashley was sure i hated her. And i kinda did. I think part of the reason i didnt like her was that i didnt want to get close to hewr at all...because..Im not gonna say why.

But she's nice..and even tho in some ways she stole my best friend, i fell bad. I feel bad that i never gave her a chance. she's buying paris tickets to see AFI & she told her to take any friend she wanted. paris said me & ashley said she wouldnt go, so we could have fun. i feel bad. im gonna let her know i dont hate her.

I told paris about me & slade, & she was completely okay with it. she was super happy. so were gonna go up to him on monday & tell him=]]]

Dima broke my heart.
He really really did.
But Paris does this love life thing with cards that is really true, & it says we love each other but there is a reason why we cant really, & theres a girl in between us. Thanks Amarie.
Screwed it up.
at first i thought it was Kay, but its not...
its cool, cards say its better between me & slade.
oh god.

i cant do this.
graduate on thursday.
Were hardly even gonna be at school this week cuz of graduation stuff, like practice at the high school.
and its my last week with slade..
please dont break my heart boyyyyyyy...



icantdothis

i love you too much

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